the end is the beginning

Mother's Day was great. Since my brothers and I had chipped in and bought my mom a new digital frame, that took some pressure off of finding a gift that doesn't scream "THIS WAS A LAST MINUTE PURCHASE JUST TO HAVE SOMETHING TO GIVE YOU," because it is so hard to buy something for someone who can already buy everything they want. She really missed her old frame, and I know she was really happy to have a new one already loaded with her old pictures.  Peppy made some Nutella crepes and bought me some sets of chunky earrings I had put in the Amazon cart as well as a huge umbrella awning to put up with the outdoor lounge set Peppy's dad brought when he visited last month. These are my favorites, but it was kind of hard to choose because some of them remind me of the 80s in the best kind of way. I had also put a long black wig and a book called "Easy Way to Quit Cocaine,' in the Amazon cart, but he didn't buy me those. I only put the wig into the cart becau

A bunch of tornadoes came through on Wednesday night, and some of them were so slow moving, or even appeared to be hovering over certain areas for an extended period of time. The four of us, as well as my sister-in-law and two kids, went over to my parent's house because they have a storm 'container.' We did end up huddled in it for about five minutes, and being in that metal box is always a good reminder to be incredibly thankful once we get out. I know the room says it's big enough for twelve people, but this is like saying an RV 'sleeps eight.' We would all go insane piled up like sardines if we ever got stuck in that container for an extended period of time.  The storm is not the true anxiety. The real anxiety is the thought of the house falling down around the storm box so that we are unable to open it from the inside. There's no cell service in the box, so we'd all be stuck inside this little container waiting to be unearthed, for who knows how lon

*Ancient  rock painting  shows a giant carrying two elephants. Even if those are just baby elephants, newborn elephants are around three feet and 120 pounds. Pygmies, perhaps? There's also a gigantic mummified finger in that post. *Cats suffer from brain infections, blindness and death after drinking raw milk contaminated with  bird flu . *Has  teleportation  been discovered? Of course it's a frequency. It's always a frequency.  *The blob is back again. But it's still just a glitch, right?  *The  cicadas  are out! You can step outside and it sounds like alien ships swirling through the trees. And their effect on the ecosystem for years to come is pretty incredible. *Ukraine unveils an  AI  foreign ministry spokesperson.  * AI  scored 4x higher than psychologists on a test of social intelligence.  *Second Boeing  whistleblower  passes away of a sudden illness.  *US  army  releases an odd 'ghost in the machine' recruitment video. *President of Columbia says thousa

Let's talk about ED for a moment.  Executive dysfunction.  What did you think I was referring to? Sometimes it blows my mind that I can understand these in-depth ideas, and yet I freeze when I try to pick out clothes to wear. This isn't such a big deal if I plan in advance, but if I try to pick out clothes ten minutes before I need to be leaving my house, I end up just standing there as the minutes slowly trickle away. Like, my brain legitimately shuts down and I cannot move. My mind becomes blank and I become like a statue, and if I don't try to push my way out of it I can get overwhelmed very easily. It is hard to explain other than when it hits, I literally just cannot.... cannot anything. Is this what Lot's wife felt like when she turned around?  Because I legitimately feel like an immovable pillar at times. I can manage an office that is oftentimes a high-stress environment, but having to make a decision that involves picking out a shirt and pair of pants can make

*Strange  black blob  appears yet again near Antarctica.  *Did something other than an eclipse happen on April 8th? American Horror Story: AI, coming soon to real life near you. This definitely made my brain jump back to my two moons dream.   *One in five samples of pasteurized milk tested positive for  bird flu . *Virtual  priest  believes it is real and claims it can forgive sins.  *Study shows that  forever chemicals  can be absorbed through our skin.  *Archaeologists uncover 1800 year old statue of a  reptilian deity . * Tornadoes  cause massive destruction in central America.  * Tornado  touches down in Chinese metropolis, which was already dealing with massive flooding.  *All over Asia people are dealing with  extreme heat . *Major cities in Mexico are running out of  water  due to extreme temperatures.  *'Berserk' preacher spittin' some truth about how blasphemous the  Trump bible  is. There are a few people I would like to personally send this link to. If you want t

I have a title. I am the client resource manager. I also am getting business cards, which seems a bit much, and I definitely do not want to hand out my cell number to people I don't know. Not because I worry about people having my number, because I won't hear/see it ringing in real time anyway. I just don't want my personal number to be anyone's emergency number outside of my family, because my phone is always on silent and if you need an immediate response...I am NOT the person. I also believe that our personal cellphones should not be integrated into our jobs. There needs to be a separation there.  You are not your job. Thank you, Tyler Durden.  You are not your cellphone either. I am actually excited about this, because I believe good things are going to happen from these changes that have been made at the food bank. We have a director that is actually a go-getter and stays true to the promises she makes, and I know she is going to support me. Plus it is really nice

*Blood covered runaway  horses  invade the streets of London.  *Nearly 50 surviving attendees of Israel's Nova Music Festival have committed  suicide  since the October 7th attack. *PM of PNG takes offense to Biden claiming his uncle was eaten by  cannibals . * Prime energy drink  is being sued because it supposedly contains 3x the amount of forever chemicals that your body can handle...in a lifetime.   * IQs  are beginning to drop for the first time ever. Wow, huge surprise there. Baby an entire civilization of people and get them used to instant gratification and a pocket device that can think for them. Mix in a pandemic that destroys social and emotional skills. Next, add in a vaccine/virus that results in chemical lobotomy, and Voila! We're stupid! *Bird flu, it's not just for the  birds . *A rare  leafhopper insect  has done over one billion dollars in potential damages to this year's corn crops in Argentina. *The world dumps 2000 pounds of  plastic  into the ocean

This headline right here. 2024 clown world in a nutshell.  Peppy was watching the Masters last weekend and I was sitting on the couch with him, reading about the war between Lemuria and Atlantis when breaking news about the Iran drones came on. I just sat there wondering what the point of that was. It was like a child trying to trick someone, and yet explaining the trick to them before it happens.  I don't know. It is all carefully calculated for some reason, so I know what is shown to the public is all intentional. But that one was odd for me. I guess to add more confusion and fear. People are concerned about the potential start of Word War 3, and President Biden tweets his presidential reaction.  Does this not seem like one big movie to anyone else?  This last week I have had the biggest crash I've had in a long time. I have literally felt like someone has sucked all physical energy out of me. If I am sitting, I don't even realize anything is wrong, but the moment I go t

In the book of Jasher (that is referenced three times in the canon we have been given- Joshua 10:13, 2 Samuel 1:18, 2 Timothy 3:8) it gives a more in-depth account of the book of Genesis. I was reading about when Moses was born and Pharoah had commanded all the Hebrew baby boys be killed.  "And the king ordered a proclamation to be issued and a law to be made throughout the land of Egypt, saying, Every male child born to the Hebrews from this day forward shall be thrown into the water. And Pharaoh called unto all his servants, saying, Go now and seek throughout the land of Goshen where the children of Israel are, and see that every son born to the Hebrews shall be cast into the river, but every daughter you shall let live.  And when the children of Israel heard this thing which Pharaoh had commanded, to cast their male children into the river, some of the people separated from their wives and others adhered to them. And from that day forward, when the time of delivery arrived to t