the end is the beginning

Anyone frequenting this blog knows how my memory is. Or maybe how it isn't. So I needed to document this for the sake of posterity. Ok, maybe not for the future generations. That is a bit much. This is just for me, so I don't forget. So there's this  tradition  in my family of not believing anything I say. This is understandable as I spent a majority of my young childhood lying, although I'm not sure why. I think mostly to keep from getting in trouble, and the end result was usually Jonathan getting punished for something I did. (I'm sorry, Jonathan.) I just remember my mom calling me a "habitual liar" pretty regularly. My mom didn't cuss, so it was confusing to my young mind why she was calling me a "bitch liar." Anyway, I guess my mom got used to my childhood lying and so she never believed me when I told her various things growing up.  No one believed me when I said I was going to run away. And then I was gone one morning. My mother didn&#

*Doctors have found that the  vaccinated  are shedding graphene, or  black goo . *Government report states that a natural outbreak of  covid-19  was highly improbable, if not impossible. *Magnitude 5.1  earthquake  hits California. *Hawaii officials are warning residents of  Big Island  that the world's largest volcano, Mauna Loa, is sending signals that it may erupt.  *A decade of fire and drought has killed 1/3 of  Sierra Nevada forests . * NHS warns that most trans-identifying children are probably going through a phase.  *Deaths among European  children  have increased 9x since the covid vaccines were approved for kids.  *The Methodist drag queen,  Ms. Penny Cost  (what!?) returns to Florida to give a children's sermon.  *The new  Dr. Who  will be gay and his assistant is a trans person.  *The new documentary,  Died Suddenly , will be available on November 21st. You can watch a trailer on the website and I am pretty interested to watch this. *Wuhan is back in  lockdown  ye

I started low dose naltrexone before I went to bed last night. I wasn't sure what to expect because I had read various reviews from people who noticed an immediate difference, people who didn't notice a change for months, and people who had a negative reaction. Some people said it caused insomnia, so they took it during the day. Other people said it made them feel weird if they took it in the morning, so they took it at night.  I had no problem going to sleep last night. I fell asleep watching something with Peppy and got off the couch around ten, took a 1.5 mg pill and went right back to sleep. I woke up at 3:30 (but this happens sometime anyway) and was able to just shut my eyes and immediately go back to sleep until 5. I love when that happens and there isn't one line of a song circling in my mind like an endless loop of insanity.  When I first started Wellbutrin I had some super vivid dreams, but then it sort of tapered off. I know I'm still dreaming because I can r

Did anyone watch She Hulk? It wasn't really great (in my opinion) but Gage insisted we watch it since we've been diligent in watching the entire MCU. I don't want to give any spoilers in case you plan on watching it, but I've always thought that MCU has some truth behind it, disguised as fantasy, and I fully believe there is a "Kevin" running the show in real life. * HAARP  began its largest set of experiments on Wednesday, which will last ten days. These experiments include: bouncing a signal off the moon and sending a beam to Jupiter. What could go wrong?  *Alaska snow crab season was cancelled after one billion crabs  disappear . *What exactly is this  furry thing  that washed up on the Oregon shore?  *The US rehearses dropping  nuclear bombs  in Europe.  *Elon Musk claims that he invented  Grimes  and she is only a simulation, and she agrees. *New  British PM  resigns just weeks after taking office.  *Woman releases a swarm of  bees  on deputies who were s

The comments on  this post  are really very telling.  "Religion" is the biggest conspiracy of all time. For centuries churches and denominations have used fear to control the people. In fact, Christ even warned us not to be like the religious people who didn't have a heart for him and were only participating in rituals and traditions.  Sometimes I think about what the first century christians would think if they suddenly jumped into our lifetime. What would they think when they looked at the church? I believe they wouldn't recognize it. What would they think of the fog machines and lasers, rock concerts, and people running around and screaming? I think they would be shocked. That is not about Christ, that is a performance. Man gets the glory, not the Lord. That is chaos and confusion, and God is not one of confusion. The more I think about the church in America, all I can see are hellenistic roots and traditions,and nothing like the original christians. It has become

  I get these random emails from Quora, and one was about adults being diagnosed with autism, and it had this little checklist. I was 17/24 and so was Owsley, and Gage was 16/24. Taking all this into consideration.....my father-in-law has been here the past four days. So if you can take into account the fact that I only found out he was coming three days prior, and that no one in my house is very good with change in routine or having plans changed without warning, it has been a bit stressful. There is a major power struggle here. My FIL wanted to help Peppy with some home projects, but he absolutely refuses to do what Peppy suggests (hello, this is our house.) Peppy actually came in yesterday and said that he thinks he needs therapy. My brain is mostly mush and goo at this point. I'm not even kidding. I cannot concentrate on anything at the moment. To bring in another example from the checklist, last night while Peppy was getting ready to go to a concert with his dad, his dad start

Through some sort of miscommunication both Peppy and Owsley thought I was taking the kids to Six Flags yesterday. Obviously there are many times where I just don't remember what I said, but this time I have the receipts. (Isn't that what the young folks are saying?) We had discussed taking them sometime in October. I mentioned they were open on Monday and on the weekends, and somehow that got translated into "You guys are going to Six Flags on Monday."  We were certainly not there to celebrate serial rapist and murderer, Christopher Columbus. There was a deal with the passes where if you purchased them before Monday they were $15 off and would be good through Labor Day 2023. So we got up early yesterday and headed out. It took a little longer to get into the park because apparently lots of people snagged that deal and they were having to take pictures of everyone who purchased a pass. They have also gotten more strict with their bag policy and we saw them send a few a

*US purchases $290 million in  nuclear emergency drugs . Wow, that is certainly promising. *Gunman in  Thailand  kills 35 at day care center.  *Pfizer and Marvel team up for an  'Everyday Heroes'  vaccine comic. *Twitter is launching  Birdwatch , a community based approach to misinformation. *GMO mosquitos vaccinated people against  malaria . *And here we have the Wall Street Journal trying to make it seem normal that people are losing all concept of  time . As someone who experiences this daily, this is NOT NORMAL. *Biotech analyst unveils  patents and documents  describing the covid vaccine as a neuroweapon. *The  Easter Island heads  have been damaged in a fire.  *Paypal backtracks on the new  misinformation policy . They are now saying this was sent in error. It is hard for me to imagine that the TOS would make a mistake like that. *Canada gives $105 million to World Economic Forum  Digital ID contract . *Babies are dying after  breastfeeding  from fully vaccinated moms. Re

This past weekend Peppy and I picked a jar of banana peppers. This summer we've had a plethora of peppers and a little lettuce, but that has been about all. Finally just over the last month our tomatoes have started coming in and I've seen green peppers and jalapenos too. But the banana peppers, wow, there's probably 40 still out there. We've been putting them on everything, pizza, sandwiches, tacos, mac and cheese. I've been giving them to friends. There's just a limited amount you can do with a banana pepper.  Now we wait two weeks and see how these bad boys turn out. It was actually really pretty when we first jarred it, with the dill and pickling seasoning at the bottom. It looked like something you'd find at a fancy curated oil store. We went to one in Michigan and they handed out these tiny cups where you could sample the oils.  Not much has been going on. I've been really busy with the food bank and babysitting and my Monday night Revelation class

*The  Euphrates River  is drying up. Revelation 16:12 "And the sixth angel poured out his vial upon the great river Euphrates; and the water thereof was dried up, that the way of the kings of the east might be prepared." *Synthetic salvation and our quest for  immortality . Seriously though, who wants to hang on to this life? Oh wait, I forgot that this is only for the upper 1%. The rest of us will happily be dead by then. Or maybe they already have this tech (occult magic) to leave people in suspended animation until the time to be turned back on, which is probably the real truth.  *Scientists find evidence of an  ocean  hundreds of miles below the earth's surface. *Army is spending half a billion dollars to train troops to fight  underground . *The CIA just invested in technology to bring back the  Woolly Mammoth . About five years ago Peppy bought a  book for me about this concept. It was pretty fascinating.  *Fourteen signs of  psychological manipulation  that most p