the end is the beginning

Since becoming a born again christian and reading through the Bible, studying prophecy, and praying daily for wisdom and understanding, I have come to the conclusion that the book of Revelation was written both for the believers at the time of John's visions and for the generation who witnesses the end of the world. I believe this is a book that you need the wisdom of the Holy Spirit to understand, and even then, one read through is not enough. I have mentioned  CERN  on my blog many times. I have mentioned movies and entertainment conditioning us to the acceptance of other dimensions and opening portals. I have also mentioned sooooo many times that I believe we are living in the last days.  I just watched this documentary from my favorite youtube channel, Ambassadors of Christ. It is always edifying to me when I see other christians who have prayerfully come to the same conclusions as I have. I'm not saying either of us are 100% right, but there are too many coincidences...

A few months ago Bruce Willis announced that he was retiring because he had been diagnosed with aphasia, which is a brain disorder that causes the inability to understand or express speech. Kind of sounds like what is going on with many of us, so obviously my heart goes out to him and his family. Actually, my heart goes out to every single person alive right now. Who wouldn't want to be alive in a time where we are all slowly being poisoned to death?  Anyway.... This morning I saw an article that said Bruce Willis was the first actor to sign over rights to a  deepfake firm . Maybe this is just because his family is used to living a certain way, and the only way to keep that lifestyle is steady income. But I believe this is just further opening the doors to not even needing humans anymore. We've already got self checkouts and self driving cars. Do we really even need people? Oh wait, that is the goal of the WEF. (Every single time I've ever typed out WEF or NWO I think of wr...

  Any idea why there is a UFO in the new logo for the US 'Office of the Director of National Intelligence'? Dear person who reported me for misinformation and had a post of mine removed, could we at least talk about what I posted that offended you so much? Because I haven't got a clue. I understand people will get offended, but it's never my intention to ever willfully spread misinformation. But could someone please explain what I did, because there's only like 20 of you who read this blog and I'm not exactly what I suddenly did to get myself reported that I haven't been doing for the last two years. Whatever I did that hurt someone, I apologize. I would be sad if my personal therapy spot was suddenly shut down because I posted an offensive link, especially because I would never go out of my way to personally hurt anyone.  *US is ready to retaliate if  nukes  are used.  *Study of long term  neurological effects  from covid is not very uplifting. I know...

I obviously ended up going to the concert. Gage was my voice of reason. We were taking a walk and he basically said, "Well, it's a band you like, so you'll either have a good time or you'll just have a time." And I'm glad I went because I did have a good time. They didn't really play any of the songs that have personally spoken to me in my life, but they did play a lot of ones that I enjoy, and the entire band really does always have such great stage presence. My favorite songs to hear were 'Touch Me I'm Going to Scream Part 2,' 'Spring (among the living,)' and 'Circuital.' There were only a handful of new songs and two from their very first album that I didn't know. We had never been to the Orian Amphitheater before. It only recently opened, and it is pretty cool that now we have a nice, big venue that is local. Everyone had told us how easy parking and exiting were and Peppy and I were both blown away with how simple it wa...

Uh-oh. WARNING: hormone fueled post headed your way. If that is your kind of sadistic thrill keep on reading, folks. Cause I got the crazy today. And the most tragic aspect of it all is that when I feel crazy I feel the most like the old me.  Oh, isn't it ironic, don't you think? A little too ironic, yeah, I really do think. It's like brain damage, but you keep the old cray-cray. It's making memories, but they just don't latch on and stay. It's the gray matter that really did shrink, and now my amalgada's disfigured. Long covid has a way of sneaking up on youuuuuuu. Yeah, covid has a funny, funny way, of ruining your life. Yeah, ruining your life. We are supposed to go see My Morning Jacket tonight. We've seen them a whole bunch of times and they always put on a great show. I looked at the set list from their show a few nights ago and there were only a few songs I didn't recognize. Since all this brain crap, I can't seem to enjoy new music, even ...

No one likes my end of the world posts, but it is coming. It could be thousands of years from now, but I highly doubt it. I don't know how anyone who is praying for wisdom and paying attention could come to any other conclusion.  We went from "two weeks to flatten the curve" to.....this. Whatever this is. And I know I get all woo woo when I talk about feeling energies and how my superpower is reading a room. But it is so true, people are constantly changing and becoming more like NPCs. No one spends time away from a screen, and by default no one gives themselves a chance to critically think. And the general energy is not the same. There was a noticeable switch back in January 2020, but it was more like a button being pressed. Now everything feels heavy. It is almost like a spell has been cast over most people, and maybe it has. Maybe CERN really did open the bottomless pit. The statue at CERN is of Shiva, who is also known as "the destroyer." They have as king o...

I get spam calls all the time. I'm sure you do too. If I don't know the number I don't answer my phone, and if it isn't a local number there is ZERO chance I'm picking it up. My phone is generally on silent anway because all the notifications are a distraction to me.  Anyway, one day earlier this week I got around to clearing out my full inbox of spam voicemails. "This is our final attempt to contact you in regards to your outstanding preschool student loans from 1988." "Hello this is the SPAM R US Loan Collection Agency calling on behalf of your three trillion dollars in debt." "THIS IS THE IRS AND WE ARE COMING TO TAKE YOUR FAMILY AWAY IF YOU DO NOT TRANSFER TWELVE BILLION DOLLARS TO STEVE BUSCEMI BY TOMORROW AT MIDNIGHT." You know, the usual stuff. I usually press '7' the moment they start speaking to just immediately delete them without even listening. Plus, I know Steve Buscemi has better things to do than haggle me for mon...

*Cracks are appearing in  Earth's Magnetic Field  as the equinox approaches. *Millions of Japanese were told to evacuate as  Typhoon Nanmadol  makes landfall. *Bank of England will be withdrawing 20 and 50  paper pound notes   beginning September 30.  *Strong  earthquake  hits Taiwan.  * Hurricane Fiona  knocks out all power in Puerto Rico. * Cheetahs are being returned to India after having become extinct there 70 years ago. *Canadian high school defends trans teacher who comes to school dressed like.... this . I don't care if the person is trans or not. This would be very distracting to a student. *YouTuber  Doenut  seems to believe all these musicians and performers are cancelling because they know something big is about to happen. I don't believe that because they are just puppets for the entertainment industry. I believe these bands are cancelling because they are all starting to get sick from the vaccines and/or lon...

I know, I know most of you are probably tired of the brain fog posts, but I read this article that I really wanted to share. I f you know someone with  brain fog  this is one of the best articles I've read. Maybe this will help you understand what they are going through better, because this is legitimately the hardest thing to explain to someone, especially someone who loves you.  This is what hurts the most, "When she thinks of her loved ones, or her old life, they feel distant. “Moments that affected me don’t feel like they’re part of me anymore,” she said. “It feels like I am a void and I’m living in a void.” Logically this is so distressing, because I know these people are my friends and family, but I literally do not feel that emotional connection. I don't want to be a drama queen, but this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Aside from the year Peppy's mom died, 2021 was probably the next hardest year for us as a couple I lost a piece of Peppy that ...

Alright folks, yesterday Biden signed an executive order to advance transhumanism. (Which I think is absolutely blasphemous .) You can find more information about the executive order  here .It is all happening so quickly. So many leaders have stepped down to make way for the New World Order reigning mutants. Honestly, this whole thing doesn't sound like an advancement for humans. It sounds like bioterror. Advancements to anyone disabled sounds innocent enough, but it is so much more than that. I'm not talking about a pacemaker or glucose monitor. I'm talking about biohacking humans and taking control of us. I'm talking about becoming a human husk with an AI (demon?) animating your body. I'm talking about trying to play God. Here's an excerpt taken from the White House link: "We need to develop genetic engineering technologies and techniques to be able to write circuitry for cells and predictably program biology in the same way in which we write software and...

It is a known fact that the CIA has their hand in the entertainment industry. It is known that ideas are put into movies to subconsciously sway our opinions and beliefs. It has been happening since people sat around the radio at night. Last night I watched the new Thor movie with the kids. Out of all the Marvel Universe movies, the Thor ones are my favorite, although last night I ended up sleeping through half of it. Everyone has been crying out about the amount of gay characters, but that is basically in all media right now, and that's not even what this post is about.  Thor's human girlfriend, Jane, is suddenly diagnosed with stage four cancer. It is almost like someone is trying to implant the idea that it is perfectly normal for a young, healthy person to suddenly be diagnosed with the ending stages of cancer. Oh, and get this, the young person also continues to have a glowing, beautiful face. For someone who has been in chemo she certainly doesn't look the part. She do...

What is this falling from the sky?  I don't know what was going on last night. I can only say that I *felt* something. A shift. Even Sheldon was acting so abnormal. He was slinking around the house like he was in trouble, and he refused to get out of his crate, and he NEVER gets in his crate anymore. It was the weirdest thing. He kept staring in the same direction and refusing to go outside. I've always thought animals could sense changes in nature and energy shifts. All I know is that his behavior was a bit spooky For a second I thought I felt a little tremor underneath us. I was the only one on the couch and it started vibrating for a couple seconds. I couldn't find any details about an earthquake though.  I was having a conversation with my dad yesterday (who believes Revelation actually happened during Roman Times.) And maybe it did to an extent, but that doesn't mean that the bible isn't in layers and that it can't mean different things to different generat...

So yesterday while being around this dog that reminded me of Joey, I was thinking about Sheldon and all the other good dogs I've had in my life. I started typing this up yesterday and then kept going this morning, so it is pretty long. Just pretend it is an essay that will never get an A+ due to the amount of times that I stray off on another subject. But there are lots of dog pictures, if that is your sort of thing. For most of my life I have had the joy of having a really good dog in my life. Sometimes there is a huge chunk of time between owning dogs, but I always feel more complete when I have a good dog. There's just something about the companionship of an animal that nothing else can fill. I am an animal person. I'm not a fanatic who would spend thousands of dollars for a wild dog to have back surgery or anything, but I do love animals, in a normal, non obsessive and fanatical way.  When I was four we had this chihuahua, Bama. My older brother had asthma and my mom ha...

For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work. Only he who now restrains it will do so until he is out of the way. And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will kill with the breath of his mouth and bring to nothing by the appearance of his coming. The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for those who are perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. Therefore God sends them a strong delusion , so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. -2 Thessalonians 2 7-12 A strong delusion....is that what is going on right now? We have all these young, healthy people having heart attacks, which are blamed on climate change and taking naps. People are having strokes on live TV. Every single day at the food bank a volunteer will mention a friend or family member who...