the end is the beginning

*I don't know if this is real or not, but it is suspicious that youtube allows all sorts of nonsense, but not a  chicken monkey . So you have to ask yourself why they would remove this if it was fake when they allow all sorts of unreal agendas to be pushed on us. Always ask yourself what they won't let you talk about. I think you can still see a clip of the chicken monkey in motion on  Tiktok . I saw a video of a frog with wings last week and now I can't find that either. I know they are conducting all kinds of hybrid experiments, so I don't believe things like this are fake. Maybe this particular example is, but this stuff has always been happening behind closed doors. *Mysterious pyramid discovered in  Antartica . According to Enoch this is where some of the fallen angels are trapped. This is kind of what I've always believed to be the case, because there's always a reason for the things we're not allowed to question or talk about (like the previously ment...

Yesterday was another day spent in the shade reading Enoch. I guess I have really overused my brain the last couple days, because I could feel it shutting down around 4 pm yesterday and this morning I can't stop yawning. I do this regularly though. Anytime my brain is cooperative, if I can hyper-focus on something I will. And because I'm not in a social setting, I often forget that any kind of over stimulation of my brain will result in a massive shutdown. It doesn't have to just be spending too much time socializing, any brain use can and will cause a delay in future function.  All I want to do is learn. It's really all I've ever wanted to do, just not confined to the indoctrination of the school system. I've only ever wanted to understand as much as I could. To uncover as much of the mysteries of the universe that I'm allowed to know. From the moment I could comprehend, all I ever wanted to do was debunk the lies I'd been told. This is the way I was f...

*I watched They Cloned Tyrone last night. It had some bad language and a jiggly butt in a thong, but I'm going to suggest this to most everyone and recommend that you watch it with the mind of a documentary. I didn't even know Jamie Foxx was in it until about twenty minutes into the movie. I thought about waiting until Peppy was home and we could watch it together, but after they started dropping truth bomb easter eggs from about five minute in, I knew I would just watch it again with him. Be sure to watch it with closed caption. There are some easter eggs that are said by extras that you probably wouldn't even notice if closed caption weren't on.  *Scientists discover a self healing  metal . * Worldcoin  has begun scanning users eyeballs as a form of financial security. (Or so they say.) Two million have already scanned their eyeballs.  *Scientists are working with merging the human brain with  AI . *Cases of  guillain-barre syndrome  (which is a majo...

Yesterday I pulled my chair into the shade and sat for hours reading the book of Enoch and meditating on ideas, as well as challenging the things in Enoch, compared to what the westernized canon (WC) says. I have yet to find anything that contradicts anything. In fact, there are many things in Enoch that explain random verses in the western canon that are generally misunderstood or just straight up confusing. This is not the book of Enoch. I just wanted a picture, so I snagged this cover from Amazon. I'm also seeing God in a different way. Maybe I've seen him like this before and I just don't remember. But I was thinking about some of my traits that I feel like I was born with, or that I developed very early on as a survival instinct. These are some things that I don't like about myself and I can't wait to shed these in eternity. What about the Lord? I don't believe he is looking forward to a wrathful day, but I imagine he's ready for it to be over with. I d...

Yesterday was the UFO congressional meeting, where it was admitted that "nonhuman" entities have been captured, but that they didn't seem to be extraterrestrial. Maybe they are coming from the water, or inside the earth. Or maybe they are humanoid creations that the military has been crafting. There are so many options, but the main thing is that someone (former intelligence officers David Grusch, Ryan Graves, and David Fravor) have finally said, yes, they do exist. Grusch admits that the United States government is in possession of craft created by nonhuman intelligence, and that there have been retrieval programs hidden away in compartmentalized programs.   You can watch the whole thing  here , and if you prefer to read:  one  and  two . Is this the beginning of the great falling away? Will this be the great deception? The belief in the Messiah is at an all time low, and it is so easy to imagine people who are on the fence about their faith learning that there...

Here is the new twitter logo if you were to take the X and mirror it. Anyone who knows much about the occult is familiar with 'as above, so below.' This new X turns into the masonic compass and square, and there is absolutely no way this is a coincidence. Might be a troll job, but not a coincidence. When you know, it just hits different. Reminds me of this: My parents had this ab rocket chair on the side of the road. I took it and have plans to put it at the end of the runway at some point in time. Why? I don't really know. But one time I came home and my dad had left one of those hospital toilet chairs in my yard. Why? I don't know that either.  My dad once put marbles in his bosses desk drawer and somehow flipped the drawer upside down, so that when he opened it, all the marbles came out. We can just be odd at times. I guess we are trolls too. Once I filled his mailbox with human hair. It was my hair, and I'm fairly certain he kept it, awaiting a further day of us...

I felt very convicted to share this video, even though it might offend you if you take the time to watch it. It is time to break away the pagan traditions that have absolutely nothing to do with Christ and have completely infiltrated the assembly. Modern day Christianity has become so far removed from what the Messiah actually spoke of. I've stopped referring to myself as a christian and instead a believer in Yeshua HaMashiah because I don't want to be associated with any man-made denomination. Don't put the Creator in a box. And if you want to grow deeper in your relationship, why not start by calling him his real name?  If you have a few extra minutes, it certainly wouldn't hurt you to prayerfully listen to what he has to say.  Great peace have those who love your law, and nothing shall offend them. -Tehilliym/Psalms 119:165 I think we do a lot of things in the name of the Lord without really knowing why we do them. Our parents did them because their parents did them,...

*Greek authorities evacuated 19,000 people from the island of Rhodes due to  wildfires . Now they are also being evacuated from  Corfu . *Trump flew on the  Lolita Express  seven times. *Chief twit, Elon Musk, changes the twitter logo from the little bird to an  X . X marks the spot. *Nova Scotia is  flooded  with three months worth of rain in one day. *The next pandemic (like, why are they assuming that we're going to have another one? What do they know that we don't?) could come from  meat . *2000 dead  penguins  wash up on the shore of Uruguay.  *Scientists diagnose a 19 year old with  Alzheimer's , the youngest case ever recorded.  *Boomerang  meteorite  may be the first space rock to leave earth and return.  *More than 170 people have died of  dengue , a mosquito born fever, in Bangladesh. 115 of these deaths have happened in July. *Over the past 30 days, 10,000 heat and rain  records ...

Someone posted a side-by-side of Jamie Foxx and it is giving me major "Mark Zuckerburg waxy android" vibes. Is this another Damar Hamlin situation? Look, I hate speculating on whether someone is still alive or not, but something is off here.  I will never go see the Barbie movie. Big surprise, but I was never much of a Barbie girl. I think maybe I asked for a mermaid Barbie, but I don't remember playing Barbies much. I just didn't understand the purpose. I did have a Barbie mansion for some reason and I remember that my younger brother and I played 'tower of terror' with the elevator, murdering actions figures left and right. The few Barbies I had were mutilated with crazy haircuts, dye jobs and tattoos that I had given them. Pretty sure my Ken doll had a My Little Pony head stuck to it. I do remember looking at Barbie and thinking, "I don't know a single person who looks like this plastic monstrosity." My memaw had this old pregnant Barbie that ...

Dare I say that I feel good? I certainly don't want to jinx myself, but it has been such a relief to be mostly pain-free the last three weeks. The heavy body feeling has worn off and now I can even take 1/4 of a tegretol during the day if I have breakthrough pain without falling over in slumber. I'm sleeping great during the night. I mean, I just go lay down and I am out. I'm still waking up at 5 am, maybe not as wide-awake as I once was at 5 am, but it doesn't take me long to shake off the sleepiness.  I have my early morning routine that I like to keep, but afterwards you can generally find me dancing in my kitchen around 7 am. I will tell you that if I appreciate one thing from covid (aside from feeling absolutely fearless) I also enjoy the ability to go to sleep without my mind thinking about a million things at once. I guess there is a bit of bliss in having an empty brain. I am completely off wellbutrin and I have been dreaming again, and even remembering them. Th...

*A massive  fire  close to Phoenix airport sent propane tanks flying over 500 feet in the sky. *Jim Caviezel refers to himself as  Jesus   and Donald Trump as Moses. Excuse me while I go barf. Trump never drained the swamp because he is the swamp. Pretty ironic that he would be such a supporter of the Sound of Freedom when he's all up in it himself. Hiding in plain sight, wolf is sheep's clothing. The fact that people are still supporting this man is absolutely baffling to me. *WHO warns of  dengue risk  as historic temps rise. *Compilation of commercial pilots telling passengers the earth is  flat . I have come to base all my reality on scripture. The bible states numerous times the earth is flat. What is the point in lying about a spherical earth? A lot of it comes down to denying God and creation. It would take a circular earth to explain the big bang solar system. If you are a believer and still think the earth is a ball and that I am insane, you s...

What in the world is this TikTok trend of influencers getting paid to act like NPCs? My dudes...I get that I'm a bit of a lunatic, but come on. This is absolutely baffling to me. Maybe you don't know what I'm talking about, because I only learned about it earlier this week and even then, I didn't understand they were pretending to be NPCs until this morning.  Seriously. What in the actual world is this? (I don't know who this youtuber is. I just looked up TikTok NPC compilation videos and this was the first result.) I can't even tell what they are saying, but I wonder how something like this might affect your brain in the long run. What even is a 'glizzy?' Honestly, I have told Peppy that I understand a lot of the zoomer mentality of making everything a joke and not making longterm plans or goals, but this is one that makes me feel the immense divide between being a zoomer and an elder millennial. Or maybe I'm being ageist and there are people my ag...

Hey, you. Yeah, you. The one that thought Donald Trump was an alright dude at one point in time. Don't trust RFK Jr either. There's your warning and your heads up. I mean, really, if you still think there's a good guy that is going to save us, ehhh, I kindly suggest you get your head out of this world and stop clinging to what doesn't exist.  Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy. This has been a bit of a conviction of mine for a while now. I have a hard time wrapping my head around why we would keep 9/10 commandments and let the other one slide. Clearly Sunday is not the Sabbath. Constantine did not have authority to change times. You can worship the Lord any and every day, but the Sabbath (as a day) will forever be the last day of the week and not the first. Maybe Christ is your Sabbath rest, but it will never be Sunday worship.  Anyway, I try to save some of my favorite devotionals for Saturday. One of my favorite youtubers always posts on Friday night so you can wat...

Telephone meltdown, check my likes. Stare deep in the black mirror. Is this real life? Cast out for an answer, serve bait til you bite. My mind like a magnet, online. Distractions, distractions own my eyes. *Study finds that almost half of US water contains  forever chemicals . Sometimes I just sit and wonder how much of us is still naturally human. Sometimes I wonder if you took all the tiny bits of human that we've probably eaten in all the fast food over the years and I ask myself, have I eaten an entire human? Have you? Odds are in our favor that, yes, yes we have. And how are these forever chemicals forever changing our brain chemistry? As far as water goes, we have drank nothing but distilled water for the last ten years. I know distilled water isn't perfect, but I feel very strongly about the intentional calcification of our pineal glands through fluoride in our water systems.  *Vermont announces a state of emergency due to  flooding . *Mathematician Sediq Afghan p...