the end is the beginning

I stumbled upon this channel a few weeks ago looking up information on ancient Sumerian beliefs. This has quickly become one of my favorite youtube channels because after reading so much in the prophets my brain was absolutely fried, and this channel was like a massage to my overworked halfmind. I think everyone should watch this video that was put out last night. The thumbnail is a little clickbaity, but not entirely because it does feature a couple of monsters that have washed up the the shores near Plum Island. Most of the information in the video is about accidental weaponized tick releases. I did already know this was all true, but not to this extent (although I guess it's not surprising, just nothing something that I really thought about in depth.) But when you think about the past history of how the CIA and military have done experiments on us without our knowing, it is easy to believe. How many ticks have you been bitten by over the years? Probably hundreds for me, and ther...

NASA's OSIRIS REx canister was opened yesterday. Or at least there was an attempt to open it. The canister had been in space for seven years had has been carrying a portion of the asteroid, Bennu. Interesting name because not only was Osiris the god of fertility and agriculture, but he was also the god of death and resurrection. And none of these names are tongue in cheek. Every word has multiple meanings. A bennu is also a bird that would spontaneously combust and fall to earth in a heap of ashes.  Pandora's Box? You know how when you get off a cruise and have to go through customs to make sure you aren't accidentally bringing back an invasive species, like the time they stopped my sister-in-law for a banana. Or how you have to rub your shoes off with disinfectant after you leave a cave? It's for the bats, man! Well, uh, space dust particles. Yeah, because if it didn't belong here in the first place let's bring it here anyway.  When scientists opened the OSIRIS...

Unless Peppy is not at home, my phone goes into airplane mode whenever I am asleep. I do not trust the frequencies that my phone is constantly seeking, and the idea of what might be implanted into my dreams is not a far fetched concept at all. Advertising companies have been studying this for a few years now, which means the deep down low has know how to influence dreams for a much longer time. Maybe forever.  I could never go to sleep with the radio on, but one night I did. I basically had to make myself go to sleep, because it wasn't natural for me to doze off with singing and guitars in the background. White noise to block out everything, yes, please and thank you. But not a radio station with commercials and songs varying in degrees of pop and rock. One moment a young woman with an acoustic guitar, the next moment someone screaming about the amount of dead bodies piling up all over. Ah, this was the late 90s. I remember it took forever to fall asleep, I was just trying to condi...

*Sunken temple reveals hidden treasures and secrets in mysterious  underwater city  in Egypt. *Archeologists discover  new language  on ancient tablets. *FDA discusses future of  artificial wombs  for premature babies. Check out the world's fairs. This has already been done before . These are not like today's incubators. These were something sinister. Like, growing a  homunculus . They try to make it out like mere science fiction, but there's enough out there to prove there was  truth  in this. It is hilarious to me that we treat our ancestors as some sort of primitive idiots, when they certainly were not. We, my dear friends, are the unthinking primitive idiots.  *Mission to prevent a collision with asteroid  Bennu  happens in Utah today.  *Here's a list of all the natural disasters that have occurred since the  doomsday fish  was spotted in July. *Scientists claim that using antivirals is actually fueling the e...

I just wanted to pop in and share this, because wow. Seeing is not believing. We all need discernment to translate what is fabricated and what is authentic. The amazing thing is the empty mask doesn't resemble Watson at all, and neither does the lady wearing it. But then, if you watch again, you realize the wig totally disappears and you understand that everything you are seeing is a simulation. Sometimes I think about all my sensory problems and mental issues, and I don't think there is anything wrong with me at all. I think that my soul recognizes how fake this entire planet is, and it has a hard time processing that. I was not created to sit under harsh lights, or stare at screens, or not have deep conversations with those around me. My body doesn't thrive on fake foods and my heart isn't moved by artificial music made on a computer. I was not created for the artificial. I can go outside and sit in nature, and I am calm and all my sensory irritability melts away. Som...

I have been sleeping in (until almost 5:30 or 6) each morning, so when Peppy works at night I usually go to bed at 9 and get 9 hours of sleep. Or when he's home I go to bed around 11 and wake up at 4:30. It is interesting that I feel the exact same amount of rest each night no matter the length of my nightly death preview. And all I dream about are theme parks. Theme parks I've been to, ones I've created in my head, hybrid parks for places I've seen online and places Owsley has told me about. I try and I cannot remember the last time an amusement park wasn't the key feature of my dream. And I want to know why, because I'm not sitting around thinking about theme parks all day long. In fact, this weekend I really drained by brain by reading the entire book of Isaiah, as well as Amos, Ezekiel and Zechariah. The prophets make so much more sense to me and have actually become a joy to read. And then when my eyes began to cross, I came back inside and watched some rea...

Ukrainian President Zelensky has recently asked  witch (also known as modern day performance artist) Marina Abramovic to become an  ambassador of Ukraine to help rebuild schools. Because clearly this is the white light influence children of this generation need.  Here is Marina, with Jacob Rothschild, posing in front of the painting, "Satan Summoning His Legions." This is where America is pouring its billions, you guys. Ignorance, ignorance, ignorance. You slap a yellow and blue flag on your profile and you're celebrating sorcery without even knowing it. Most of the time you have no idea what you are celebrating and being an advocate for. I mean, come on, the history of Zelensky himself is a joke. This is all a joke. This picture was taken November 18, 2019, and we know what happened very, very shortly after this picture was taken.  Here are some examples of Marina's extremely moving art. This would make great tracing sheets for children just learning to write lett...

Yesterday was my dad's 65th birthday and we all got together for cake last night. I was talking to my sister-in-law about her school year. She is a kindergarten teacher and if anyone was ever born with a calling for children, it is her. I've never seen her not be able to get along with any kind of child, no matter how obnoxious and wild they might be. All the things about small children that make me want to crawl out of my skin, she embraces and loves them for it. Most of us unconditionally love our own children, but she loves all the children of the world. I asked her how her school year was going and she told me that she had a class of 18, where one particular child has thrown a chair and called her profane names on more than one occasion. I asked if this was just a one-off and if everyone else was pretty good, and she said no, this was the worst child of the class, but that out of all her years in teaching this was the worst group of children she'd ever had. She said she...

Now that I believe the original Israelites are not the people we are taught are the chosen ones, the prophecies in the bible begin to make more sense. I read this verse Tuesday and it seemed easy to understand if you put the idea of racism into play. Racism is a stumbling block. People will have a hard time accepting the truth of God's chosen people and the lie of white androgynous Jesus, and yet the whole world comes together with agendas like Black Lives Matter. We are living in such hypocrisy that it makes me sick. If you have the eyes to see you cannot unsee it.   For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work. Only he who now restrains it will do so until he is out of the way.  And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will kill with the breath of his mouth and bring to nothing by the appearance of his coming. The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for...

We are all catching up on rest this week. This past weekend was Peppy's birthday and we were at my in-laws, hoping for a nice, relaxing weekend, but instead turned out as a nonstop three days of activities, including the first real flare up of TN since being on tegretol. So obviously that was a true gem. Despite the nonstop whirlwind, we had a pretty nice visit where I got to spend some one-on-one time with Peppy's stepmom. We didn't get home until 11 pm Sunday, and then Monday morning I had a doctors appointment and some errands to run, yesterday was the food bank and today I'm watching my nephew. I am yawning as I'm typing all this out. But I am so glad I got to see Peppy's stepmom. It had been over a year since we had been able to visit, which is way too long. *Elon Musk changes the logo of  SpaceX  to a space goat from coast to coast. All this X and goat symbolism is either a huge troll job...or it's not. And if it's not all a joke, then what does th...

Alright, this is one of my even crazier ones, but hang in there, because this might be a bigger deal than you realize. On October 4, 2023 a nationwide Emergency Alert text is going to be sent 1:20 pm central time. I would suggest you have your phones turned off or in airplane mode. Turn off your TVs, your tablets and your radios, because all these devices are planned to blast out an electronic warning of an alert.  I know this is going to sound absolutely insane, but do any of you remember the movie Idiocracy? Where a military guy was supposed to sleep in a chamber for a year, but it accidentally turned into 500 years. He wakes up to find that humanity are absolute idiots, unable to think or do anything for themselves because they have relied on technology for generations and have now de-evolved to have the minds of well, morons. The main guy gets arrested and his jumpsuit number is 10-4-23. We know by now that movies are constantly dropping little easter eggs if anyone is paying a...

If you are curious, you can watch this event  here . I don't know if this is a distraction, or if it's time for some actual disclosure. Either way, it sure beats politics, Ukraine and covid talk. Probably going to be totally anticlimactic though. Although the conspiracy theorists who are big into numbers truly believe something big is going to happen before the end of the month, probably around the 23th-24th. I am not big into numbers, although it is the harvest season. If you know, you know.  ******************* Hello, former gifted person here. I always wondered how I of all people made it into the GATE (gifted and talented education) program. Yes, I have (had?) a high IQ around 135, but due to my sheer procrastination and un-motivation, I never really fit in with my other peers who were in the gifted program. Now as an adult and non trumpy truth seeker (Get behind thee, Satan  QAnon,) I have come to realize that not only was the gifted program for legitimately gifted i...

*There is power in intention. I know how crazy it sounds to think about the rulers of this world sitting around and placing triangles on everything, but this is a  sigil  used in magic, and unless you understand that you'll never been able to move forward. Every symbol means something, even if it doesn't mean something to you. A sigil is a seal, and when these symbols are used, it is ritually sealing something with magic. And by not knowing, you are willingly participating out of ignorance.  *France halts sales of  iPhone 12  due to high radiation. *Over 70  alligators  escaped from a sanctuary in China after severe flooding. *Methodist church in Texas will use an AI generated  sermon  this Sunday. *Research shows that highly sensitive people are, well,  highly sensitive.  On the HSP scale I scored 23/27. *This is suspicious to me.... cold pills  might soon be pulled from shelves because they "don't work." Um, I have a variety ...

So it appears Mexico has been chosen to roll out the next phase of the plan. Mexico's Congress went live and displayed  alien corpses  that they claim are 1000 years old.  Looks like ET didn't phone home in time. He looks happy though. IF this is real, dang they have been predictive programming us since cute little Drew Barrymore was hanging out with Spielberg. Probably before then, but that legit looks just like ET. *Non human bodies with only three fingers and an elongated head. *They are between 700 and 1800 years old. *The 1.7 meter tall mummy is unique. They found 20 corpses. These *aliens* were said to have implants made of rare metals, and one body even supposedly had three eggs in it.  Someone on reddit posted a word for word transcript of one of the men giving the testimony. (Scroll past the testimony for some crazy information about disappearing flight MH370 from almost ten years ago.) "It is an honor for me to present on such a high platform the results of...

Mysterious blue lights are appearing before these horrific natural disasters. My question is: is this technological, or an act of God? I'm personally leaning towards act of God and it being explained away by science and technology, because that seems to be how everything spiritual is explained away. Deny the true source of everything in the name of scientific research. I do believe direct energy weapons are being used, but I also believe this is the scapegoat for when true acts of God do occur. Are these true signs in the heavens? Or is this manipulation from the prince of the power of the air? Either way, nothing on this earth happens without Yahuah's permission. If it is a DEW, he's allowing it to happen, possibly in an effort to have people turn to him before that door is eternally closed. Maybe if we hadn't been conditioned to view the world through the eyes of science. Maybe if people read and understood scripture they might see the signs right in front of them. Ot...

*For the first time on record,  category 5 storms  have formed in every ocean basin this year. *Moroccan  earthquake  death toll reaches over 2000 after 6.8 earthquake hit on Friday. *X can now 'harvest' your  bio-metric data . *Golden  orb  found on the ocean floor may be an egg laid by a sea creature that has never been seen.  *Warner Music makes history with  AI pop star , but is slammed for sexualising a child-like body. *Pretty much all new technology is nothing more than a guise to  spy  on us. In this new world, privacy is a commodity, a privilege.  * Rothschild  family treasures will be sold off in a historic auction. Makes you wonder why they don't want/need these things anymore.  *US Department of Energy declares  power emergency  as it deals with Texas heat wave. *Conspiracy theorists are now being blamed because residents of Maui have become distrustful of the  government . *Phoenix, Arizona...

Last night Peppy and I decided to go see the Smashing Pumpkins in Nashville. He just happened to look at a local calendar and saw they were playing, and when he looked up tickets he found two really good seats still available. The pit was sectioned off in front of us, but aside from that we were only five rows back, and there was a big screen about ten feet to my right.  I had never been to this particular amphitheater before. It has its own parking area, which means that it was basically a mile walk to the entrance. And then after the show is over you have around 4000 cars trying to leave at the same time. The show ended at 11 and we got out of the parking lot an hour later.  Interpol was one of the openers. We made it inside around 7 and Interpol was already playing, but they played for at least 45 more minutes so I'm assuming we got there close to the beginning of the set. I am used to not being able to see the best at night, so I really liked having the screen so close to ...