the end is the beginning

*This seems like a very big deal. Israel bans the use of  cash  in all purchases over NIS 6000, the US equivalent of $1700. That is insane, and I'm sure other countries will be jumping on this wagon.  *These end times signs according to  Islam  were interesting. Especially the second half of the list. *Scientists ask for the public's help after discovering mysterious  holes  in the seafloor. *AI predicts the  last selfie on earth , and it is actually pretty creepy. *Joe Biden tests positive for  covid  again.  *San Francisco declares state of emergency over  monkeypox . *Best Buy opens up it's first  digital store . *China says, "Don't go to Taiwan, don't say we didn't warn you." Nancy Pelosi jumps on a plane to  Taiwan . *The WHO now says that our  nonperishables  are dangerous. You vill eat ze bugs and you vill be happy! I wonder if John (of 'the Baptist' fame) ever dipped his locusts in honey. A good sauc...

Two things are baffling me at the moment. What in the name of propaganda is that? Between the nuclear attack PSA and this water campaign, if I lived in New York City I would be finding a new place to live.  And the mystery of the president of the USA. What was that? He didn't blink at all and he said everything without stumbling over his words. When he says the part about Donald Trump he looks insane. This has to be a deep fake. Peppy doesn't always latch on to all my theories, but even he asked if the United States is just being trolled right now. Quick answer: Yes. The people that see what is going on see how absurd this has all become. I glad that my brain is a step removed from all of this. It is like watching a movie where you feel second hand embarrassment for the characters. None of this seems like it could possibly be real, but it is. 

Everyone has parasites. How could we not? If you've got pets, or ever walked around barefoot outside, or accidentally ingested lake water while you were swimming then you probably have parasites. We are animals, and we routinely de-worm our pets. So why don't we ever de-worm ourselves? Upon looking up lots of info on diatomaceous earth, I found out that many other places around the world regularly detox from heavy metals and parasites. Just not in America, where apparently you'll be met with a lot of resistance from people who think you're nuts for wanting to rid your body of worms. (Parasites must be controlling these people's brains. Joking, but also not joking.  Our gut and brain are intrinsically connected. Parasites in the gut can affect your brain.) Day five of diatomaceous earth. Now that the wellbutrin has leveled out, my sleep has been back to normal. I usually go to bed around 10 and wake up at 5. I've been taking two teaspoons of dirt in a couple ounc...

Weird things keep piling up lately.  *The James Webb  telescope  captures a picture of what looks like a wormhole in the "phantom galaxy." *Is  Lady Gaga  just a screen? Or does she have an invisible force field around her? Something is thrown at her during a performance, and it just hits an invisible wall and falls down.  *Monkeypox has been found in the  Bay Area wastewater . *Sri Lanka implements a  QR code digital ID  to ration out fuel and ban the sell of gasoline to non essential vehicles. The great reset is happening tiny piece by tiny piece. *Disney ditches the title  'fairy godmother'  for something more woke. *The good people of the WEF want to send out  space bubbles  to shield us from the sun. *Person claims they work at a facility where they  revive the dead . Both the post and answered questions in the comments section were interesting. I don't know if I believe the person or not, although I do believe t...

I took a teaspoon full of diatomaceous earth before I went to bed last night. I mixed it with water and it was like drinking gritty puddle water, but there was no weird taste other than the grittiness, so it wasn't too bad to drink. I wanted to take it in the morning when I drank my coffee, but I was worried it might flush the wellbutrin out if I took them at the same time.  You are supposed to start with a teaspoon full and work your way up to between one and two tablespoons. I didn't experience any side effects at all, so maybe I need to take a little bit more.  Yesterday at the school supply giveaway. In under four hours we gave away almost 500 backpacks filled with school supplies. After we ran out of backpacks we started packing our extra supplies in grocery store bags and handing them out that way. We had to close it down ten minutes early because we ran out of everything.  The first two hours I worked at the sign-in table where I recorded the grade and school of ea...

Yesterday at the food bank the director was in my office talking with two other people. I overheard him say, "If I go to hell, at least I have a lot of friends there" and then he started laughing. I think maybe my mouth dropped open. Or actually, it probably didn't. I've always had a fairly good poker face and especially now that it takes a few extra moments for my brain to register what I see and hear. I was baffled. First, this guy is a pastor for a Methodist congregation. Second, why would you joke about something like that? And third, does he really think so many of his friends are going to hell? Why would that not be heartbreaking for him?  He wasn't always like this. Even though my own brain is severely lacking, I can also see changes in other people. Whether it is from trauma over the last two years or side effects from covid and the vaccines, I don't know, but people are changing. I've said and done some pretty out-of-character things the past year...

*Almost half of the women who were vaccinated reported problems with  menstration . I was reading this  reddit post and multiple women said they had bled for five months non stop after they were vaccinated. I also remember reading a news story about a 9 year old girl who started hemorrhaging  after she got a covid shot.   *Postmortem sperm extractions are turning dead men into  fathers . * Synchron  announced the first US brain computer implant has been performed.  *More women are seeking  sterilization  since Roe vs. Wade was overturned. *Joe Biden says he has (not had)  cancer . Was this a mistake? Or is this setting the stage to get rid of him?  *Errol Musk, Elon's dad, says he is willing to donate  sperm  to 'high class' women. What is it with the musk men trying to spread their...musk? Elderly Errol has five adult children and two children with his 35 year old stepdaughter, and Elon has like 100 kids (actually j...

This is my view whenever I'm working on dinner.  I really like having a dog again, and Sheldon is such a good one. Owsley and I had both been praying for a good dog for our family and it looks like this prayer was answered with an affirmative. Frankie still doesn't want to have anything to do with Sheldon, but at least she will allow him to sit near her. Walking him first thing in the morning has been good for me too because it seems to help kickstart my brain instead of waking up and immediately trying to read the bible. I have also seen some pretty cool sunrises on our 5:15 walks. I'm sure the novelty will have worn off when it is freezing outside.  Yesterday I made some egg and cheese burritos. After Owsley ate his he left the room because the egg smell was making him nauseous even though it tasted fine. Last week I was making pasta for dinner and the smell of the tomato sauce made me want to gag. Gage, who normally loves watermelon, threw the rest of his out because he ...

My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. -Hosea 4:6 All the nations were deceived by your sorcery. -Revelation 18:23 Nothing will ever make sense until you grasp the spiritual nature of everything that is going on around us. (Even then many things will still be confusing, but the pieces will finally start to fit together.) We have been conditioned by pop culture and entertainment to see God and satan as fairy tales, while the entertainment industry delivers nuggets of truth in the guise of fiction. (I actually looked up synonyms for the word entertainment  because I couldn't think of anything good, and three of the suggestions were distraction,  division and dissipation.  Go figure.) These little truth bombs have been hiding in plain sight for years. Since I've been watching the Marvel Universe** with the kids I have noticed the huge agenda in these movies. That is why it is so surprising that people were up in arms over Doctor Strange 2. Marvel has been littered in...

I know it is going to sound insane, but I have decided that I think one of the Joe Bidens might be played by Brad Pitt. When I saw his GQ cover I thought he looked like a wax figure (which is generally what the Joe Biden mask looks like to me.) Brad Pitt has a history of  imitating  whoever he is dating and he has been voted 'Sexiest Man Alive' twice. On Parks and Rec, Leslie Knope often refers to Joe Biden as the 'sexist man alive.' I know I'm grasping at straws here, but it makes sense to me. Supposedly the creators of Parks and Rec are in on it  the same way that the Simpsons have predicted future events. Lets just say that I would not be surprised at all if the mask was taken off and Brad Pitt was behind it. And he would have gotten away with it too, if it wasn't for those meddling kids.  I see all these videos of the insane things Joe Biden says and does, and I wonder how could this not be theater? And if Joe Biden really is just an old guy with dementia, h...

Why is New York City broadcasting a PSA for nuclear attack preparedness?  Are they shoving this idea into the subconscious of everyone so that the freak out factor is slightly lessened if nuclear warfare should happen? The people instantly vaporized would be the lucky ones. I had a very vivid dream about three years ago where I was in NYC, but I was supposed to be someone else. People were running and screaming and shrapnel was flying from the sky and impaling people. For some reason I was reminded of that dream. The green screen and bad CGI are laughable. It is almost like they rushed to put out this video. Or maybe it is even more subconscious manipulation to get people used to the fake look of the metaverse. Because if you have survived the blast, virtual life will definitely be more appealing than the barren wasteland of reality.  "Alright, you got this." Uhh...what? Are we about to go play a game of laser tag?  "FOLLOW THE MEDIA." Isn't that how we got to t...

Yesterday was Gage's 15th birthday and I'm glad we were busy yesterday, because when I went to check the news this morning it was all about the Hunter Biden iphone hack. In case you are being distracted by this garbage, let me remind you that this world is run by pedophiles. Trump never drained the swamp. If anything, he's floating down it with a beach drink in his hand. Trump is that little brother constantly poking and annoying his sibling. He's a pot stirrer. An antagonist. We will never see a real guest list for Epstein's island, and Hunter Biden will never have to take accountability for anything. I'm not saying that you shouldn't be concerned about the amount of child molestors in high office, because it is a big deal. I am just saying there will never be any justice.  Anyway, we took Gage to Steak n Shake for lunch. I don't think we had been there in a few years. Instead of servers you now order at a kiosk and bring your food to your table when yo...

*Unless you've been living under a rock you've probably heard about the  Georgia Guidestones  being destroyed. There are lots of theories surrounding this. Some believe that Cern's LHC released Shiva who is beginning destruction and chaos. Others believe that this was Trump's doing. Another interesting theory is that the  time capsule that was buried near the guidestones has been opened and released a deadly virus. And some think it was lightning.  *Founder of the South African Satanic church has resigned because he found  Christ . I watched a portion of his video and he really did seem sincere. There is a part where he says he demanded if Jesus was real he prove himself, and he was suddenly flooded with this unconditional love that knocked him off his feet. It sounded a lot like what I experienced when I was born again.  *Former Japanese  Prime Minister  assassinated while giving a speech. *British Prime Minister Boris Johnson  resigns . * ...

Yesterday was my 38th birthday. Age is just a number. It's just a marker for counting the time you've been on this planet. Even though time is really just an illusion, and this planet sometimes feels like a simulation. I don't feel 38. Not that 38 is really old (although am I now 'middle aged'? I don't know.) What is 38 supposed to feel like anyway?  Owsley had been SO excited to give me the present he bought me. He wouldn't tell me what it was, but he kept telling me that he had ordered me a 20 foot tall metal bust of Hagrid with a Father's Day discount he found. He ordered this custom pillow of Titus, our dog who passed away a few years ago. He thought in advance and really was able to use the Father's Day discount when he ordered. I love it. It is such a sweet, thoughtful gift.  I can't wait to wear my new shirts. Much to Gage's horror, Peppy ordered me the kazoo game. HAHAHA I had a gift from Sheldon, three tiny little gnomes. I've ne...

I've been picking up the Publix donations the last few days because covid is spreading to our back of the house volunteers. Sometimes when it is just for a couple days, it is easier for me to just go and do something instead of trying to find an alternate person to schedule. Yesterday I got to Publix and they had the regular bakery donations as well as three more carts filled with individually wrapped loaves of fresh baked bread. Sooooo much bread. The manager told me that the stores were having a competition to see who could get the most customers to donate $1, and each dollar would purchase a loaf of bread for their local food bank. I loaded up my car and every available empty crevice was crammed with loaves of bread. I was a bit more organized in the beginning, but when I realized just how many loaves there were, I just shoved them anywhere. I couldn't even see out of the back of my car and a light came on telling me that I hadn't even closed the hatch the entire way bec...

Maybe it is just my imagination, but it feels like cancer is springing up all over lately.  About six months ago I first noticed it in our church bulletin, postings about cancers re-occurring or people suddenly being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Then I noticed it at prayer at the food bank. Every day before we open, the director asks if anyone has any prayer requests or praises. One by one our volunteers would mention a neighbor or a church friend suddenly getting diagnosed with cancer. But then it got closer to home, with the volunteers own nieces, brothers and cousins getting cancer. I even know someone whose grown son was acting weird, so she took him to the doctor and found out he had stage 4 cancer. He died three days later. I haven't done much in the way of gauging whether cancer is springing up like this everywhere, but it does seem like I hear stories of more sudden deaths.  I think we are being majorly distracted and divided by Roe vs Wade. I'm not saying this isn...

Last weekend we went to visit Brian and Sigi. The last time we had been was over Thanksgiving, so our visit was overdue. We had a nice time where we mostly just stayed in and caught up on life, because it was way too hot to even have a beach day. We did go on one walk and we attended a church service on the beach that was already 90 degrees at 8 am.  I took this picture of Peppy's stepmom with CJ, who belongs to her brother-in-law and his wife. Never ever in my life did I imagine I'd see Sigi cuddling with a dog, and here we are. I suppose stranger things have happened. One of our favorite things to do when we visit is to play games. We usually play charades and Catch Phrase, but this time we tried this new kazoo game they had where you play a song on your kazoo and try to get everyone else to figure out what you are playing. You haven't truly lived until you've heard a kazoo rendition of 'House of the Rising Sun.' Everyone was laughing so hard, except for Gage ...