the end is the beginning

I saw this on  Vigilant Links  and went to the play store and sure enough it was in the description. Help Replika "grow into a machine so beautiful that a soul would want to live in it." Nah, hard pass. This post is probably going to be all over the place. It is like the junk drawer in your kitchen. A whole bunch of random scraps that might or might not be useful in the future. Eggs are in a lot of things. There's been avian flu, and all the egg production plant fires, and someone posted a video where multiple farmers that fed their chickens the same feed didn't get any eggs all winter. I hope everyone can see that they are manufacturing famine as a weapon of war. It is a slow burn, but it is burning nevertheless. And no one has the power to extinguish it, because if you put one fire out, three more will pop up. Do not fret friends, because ze bugs also provide a good source of ze protein.  Yesterday I typed up a pretty decent post about the current trend of wearing t...

*This is an insane article about a town right outside of Scottsdale, Arizona, being denied access to water because of the  drought . Residents were given a year's warning before they were shut off, but not everyone has the privilege to just move whenever they want. Plus, who would they sell it to? No one would buy a home without access to water. *Telescope in Hawaii spots mysterious  spiral  in the sky.  *Auckland,  New Zealand , is experiencing record rainfall and flooding. *An iceberg  the size of London breaks off in Antartica. *New to "what causes blood clot/cancer/heart attack in 2023".... eggs . What do we have so far: gardening, playing video games, napping, and now eggs. I mean, I don't want to say it, but they are making things up as they go now, right? For the past decade we've been told to defy the laws of nature and live a delusion in place of reality, so why not just make up stuff as we go? *Here's all the recent  Project Veritas  dra...

We need to be talking about graphene oxide and it's negative effects on basically everything. Graphene oxide is everywhere. It was on the nasal swabs, on the face masks, in the vaccines. And it is constantly being sprayed on us from the sky. This is no conspiracy either. Anyone can easily search and find out that graphene oxide particles are basically found everywhere.  Graphene, a very simple carbon polymer, can be used as the basic component of a supercapacitor - an electrical power storage device that charges far more rapidly than chemical batteries. Unlike other supercapacitors, graphene's structure offers a high energy density, which means that it could conceivably rival or outperform batteries in the amount of charge it can hold. So we are being turned into batteries? Or at least they are turning us into electrical power devices. Even if you are unvaccinated, this stuff is everywhere and it is constantly accumulating in our brains and bodies.  Oh, and if you didn't r...

"Did you mean to buy these low sodium beans?" "What did you get this organic corn for?" "Did you remember to get x?" If I purchase an item that seems out of character, it probably wasn't intentional. New stores are very overwhelming to me, so I generally stick to Walmart (the bane of my existence) just because I know the layout already. Walking into a new grocery store with all the smells and lights and sounds is very overwhelming to me. It didn't used to be like this, but now I cannot enter a grocery store without a shopping list. I cannot do anything without a list anymore. A couple weeks ago Peppy called me while I was in the grocery store and asked if we could make some changes to the list that week, and my mind started to shut down. I've never been good with last minute changes, but now it is like bowling pins being knocked down in my brain, and I have to wait patiently while they all reset before I can sort my thoughts out again. Oh yeah,...

* M&Ms  get rid of their chocolate covered mascots because of wokeness. Although they did also announce a special ' female only ' bag, featuring only the colors green, brown, and purple. Apparently Green and Brown are lesbians and Purple is plus-sized. Who knew candy was this in depth? I'm going to start giving a backstory to all my food. *An  AI chatbot app  faces backlash for letting users talk to pedophiles and Hitler. You know, so many people are using these chatbots. I'm not sure people understand the implications of this. People are just feeding this AI constantly. It is continuously learning and understanding, growing at an absolutely exponential rate. And that is terrifying to think about. Another thing to think about is the AI takeover of  online journalism  and other virtual jobs. *We may reach technological  singularity  within seven years. Looks like AI will become sentient just in time for the great reset.  *Scientists warn  ...

Three weeks ago,  Damar Hamlin , a player for the Buffalo Bills collapsed on air after suffering from cardiac arrest. He received CPR and was transported by ambulance to a hospital. This past Sunday night "Damar" attended the game to support his team, but both fans and conspiracy theorists alike are questioning if this is truly Damar. Some people have suggested that he may have died, and even Peppy (who humors me but doesn't get behind all my theories) believes that Damar might have suffered brain damage or even be brain dead. Your brain can be permanently damaged after only four minutes without blood circulation. Nine minutes of trying to get his heart to survive doesn't seem too uplifting. Even the NY Times said, " Damar Hamlin, the Buffalo Bills player whose heart stopped during a game in Cincinnati on Jan. 2, should not have survived, if statistics on cardiac arrests are any guide ."  Damar is supposedly the guy in the red tracksuit, but you'd be har...

Here in America we love our presidents. We have SO much pride in our country and God loves us THE BEST. God bless the good ol' U S of A and no one else, am I right? Well, if you attended public school up until the late 90s that is what you would have been taught. Everyone else in the entire world sucks and America is the absolute best and most favored by the Lord. This false and very satanic belief is still taught in churches all around America which is confusing, because the constitution doesn't even mention God. Since we highly esteem our presidents, allow me to quote the second president of the United States, John Quincy Adams, in the Treaty of Tripoli.  "The Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian religion." Anyone that takes a moment to read up on history outside of the schoolbooks will quickly realize that what we have been taught is nothing more than a disturbing fabrication that couldn't be further from rea...

I do not for one moment believe Elon Musk actually got the covid vaccines, but this tweet feels like it is really important. Like, this is the first domino to start the fall. People will begin to come out of the woodwork and share their personal negative experiences with the vaccine. Some will continue to live in absolute denial.  I am afraid that many people aren't going to realize that Musk is a liar, and instead will begin to see him as a hero for exposing the truth. He's the pied piper. He's playing everyone and they will follow him. He's no hero. This just means that whoever makes the rules decided that it was time for the masses to know the truth about the vaccines. He's winding both sides up intentionally, the vaccinated and those who were too skeptical to get vaccinated. This also seems like a wonderful way to harvest data. Or to 'teach' an AI. He knows exactly what he's doing and there's nothing altruistic about it at all. 

Here's your three minute explanation on the World Economic Forum's dream of world dominance.  * Madonna  is being accused of child trafficking and exploitation.  *Bank of America users report negative balances in their accounts after a  'bug'  in the system.  *37 million  T-Mobile  customers were hacked. Hmmm, BoA, T-mobile, and the FAA 'hack' last week. The FAA is blaming their outage on  'unintentionally deleted files' Sounds like the warning from  Cyber Polygon 21  is coming to fruition.  *The use of  smart dust  is expected to increase this year. If you are unfamiliar, smart dust is a component that contains graphene particles that is sprayed into the atmosphere and accumulates in our bodies. This  article  from 2014 explains how the graphene particles can assemble together creating smart dust swarms.  *Prime Minister of  New Zealand  set to retire in February.  *The drying up of the...

This past Christmas was my two year birthday of catching covid and becoming a longhauler. I know it is all anecdotal and personal opinion, but I believe the vaccines were particular batches, like some were saline, some were mRNA, and some were something even more nefarious than the mRNA. Then, based on your own genetic factors your body would/could respond by fighting and protecting you from the spike proteins, or your body ends up betraying you and you end up with heart disease, sudden stage 4 cancer, fertility problems (that we will learn about in the future) or a plethora of fun and exciting long haul symptoms that seem to constantly change and evolve as well as differ in severity from person to person. At the moment my biggest problem are the random rolling waves of nausea. To me, there are few things worse than feeling nauseous. This is a fairly new one that started back around the same time my trigeminal nerve struck up, so about seven or eight months ago. I can't figure out ...

*Our dear friend Klaus and the gang are currently mucking it up deciding how to control the world at the annual meetup in  Davos .  *The WEF have given us a friendly  "global cyber attack"  warning.  *The US government has received over 350 new  UFO reports  since March 2021. *I came across this  blog post  highlighting all the ways that America is ancient Egypt.  *I watched this video on bitchute of  55 worldwide performers  that collapsed or died on stage last year. I had forgotten that many of these people had passed away, like Coolio and Taylor Hawkins. Kind of sad that the news is so fast that we quickly forget and move on to the next thing. Someone that I know (who is up-to-date with their boosters and for an entire year was nasal swabbed every single day) believes that these heart attacks are a result of all the people who used ivermectin. I'm not sure how 2+2=5 in his mind because I don't see an epidemic of livestock he...

Sometimes an old memory will be unlocked by doing something that I used to have an emotional attachment to, like listening to a certain song or smelling something from my past. Sometimes I can do it myself and sometimes it just happens spontaneously. These experiences help remind me of who I was/am and help me stay rooted in this world. Sometimes this is a wonderful thing, while other times it seems downright hurtful. It was cold and damp this morning and my claw was achey, so while I was in the shower I had the hottest water our hot water heater can make blasting down on my palm. I looked down and saw the back of my wedding band tattoo. With the hot water burning down on me I was suddenly transported back in time to a Walmart at the beach, the night Peppy and I got our wedding band tattoos. I could feel the stinging sensation that my finger felt that night, and I could feel what my heart felt that night.  For like a second. It was surreal. ... .. . And then it was gone. I tried to...

I wake up every single day at 4:48 am. I don't set an alarm and it doesn't matter what time I go to bed either. Four hours of sleep or eight, I will still wake up at 4:48 am.  I do love my quiet, dark mornings. Yesterday after I finished my bible reading I opened r/conspiracy and sorted by 'new.' Because reddit is so heavily censored, the only way to find anything is to sort by new, otherwise older posts with good information have probably already been removed.  The very first  post I saw mentioned that all American domestic flights had just been grounded because of the FAA system being hacked . I refreshed the page a few times as comments began to pile in. Someone posted a screenshot of a flight radar that appeared to show that there were other crafts in the sky, but that was quickly removed. I should also mention that r/conspiracy typically has around 8,000 users online, but at the time there were 109,000, which means the bots and shills were out in full force to dis...

Owsley finally saved up enough money to purchase a one-wheel this past weekend. I know he is excited to finally have it and I know it will get him outside a lot more. He's already been riding multiple times each day. This is something he has wanted for a few years now. My brother and his wife have one and he enjoys using theirs during family events, but it is very hard for a 9 year old to save $1400. This has been a pipe dream for a while now. He finally decided to be diligent about it and start saving. About two or three months ago he began scouring the internet for local sellers, while we weeded out any amazing deals that could potentially end with someone in an ice bath, minus a kidney. I tried it earlier this week and was able to stay on for maybe five seconds before my right foot somehow got out from under me. I feel like I did a roll in the air (although I know I didn't) and landed right on my femur. It hurt for a bit and I was expecting to be sore the next morning, but a...

*Pope Francis says there is an  'elegant demon'  lurking in the Vatican. Probably more than one. *Russia claims to have shot down a  UFO . *Dozens of  mysterious antennas  are popping up all over hillsides in Utah and no one seems to know why.  *Scientists develop a test that can determine  autism disorder  in a single strand of hair. It tests for levels of heavy metals, which autistic people tend to have higher levels of. Wonder where those metals are coming from. Maybe it is time for a heavy metal detox.  *German doctor jailed for issuing thousands of  mask exemptions . *A  CDC analysis shows the number of serious adverse reactions in the covid vaccines are 5.5x greater than all serious adverse vaccine reactions since 2009. The Netherlands records more  deaths  than births for the first time since records began. And China begins to question the actual death toll after a wave of  celebrity deaths  has recently ...

I think a few weeks ago in one of my links post I mentioned an app that could turn your pictures into new avatars. Yesterday Owsley was bored while waiting on me to finish up with paperwork at the food bank- we were SO busy after being closed for the holidays. So he downloaded the VAIB app (I think it was the only free one he could find) and uploaded ten pictures of me, and AI created about 50 different versions of me. Some of them were realistic, while others were more cartoon/anime like. Apparently new ones are supposed to 'drop' every day, but since I don't have social media and I'm not catfishing people, I will just delete the app now that its purpose has been fulfilled. And now that some government agency database has extra pictures of my face. Who am I kidding? We all know my name is somewhere on the long list and they know whatever they need to know about me already.  I'm assuming pictures like these have been on social media for a while now and this post is ...

I almost feel like I need to write a part two to my testimony, only because over the last three or four months my belief system has been flipped again.  And it isn't like I've stopped believing in Jesus, because I haven't. I just see him for who he really is now, Yahusha, son of Yahuah. His true name means "Yahuah is our salvation." He is Yahuah born in the flesh of a man, so that he could understand our human weaknesses.  "I have come in my Father's name and you do not accept me. but if someone comes in his own name (Cesare Borgia/white Jesus, perhaps?) you will accept him." -John 5:43 I've been doing a lot of prayer/study/research/whatever on the old testament. I've finished watching the Understanding Israel series that I posted about and am currently in the middle of watching the  Whited Out  documentary series. These are pretty long and extensive and I usually watch portions at a time while I cook dinner. I wouldn't recommend them unt...

I was in bed before 9 on New Year's Eve. Oh, to the ghosts of NYE's past. I won't wish you a happy new year, because logically it doesn't even make sense that a new year would be right after the winter solstice. Wouldn't a new year be indicative of something like...spring and rebirth? And I won't talk about how the Roman Catholic church changed Dionysus, the god of wine, into the idol of swaddled baby white Jesus. Nevermind, I will tell you that the Greeks believed Dionysus was reborn every year as a spirit of fertility and luck. They would celebrate with parades featuring babies in cradles, which eventually would be converted to tradition at Christmas midnight mass.  I've been thinking, and I wonder if a black Messiah will be a huge stumbling block for white believers? I was watching a video and it was more along the lines of "black supremacist Israelite warrior" and they were claiming that white believers would rather become atheists than bow to ...