the end is the beginning

When Elon Musk bought twitter, I wasn't surprised. When he changed it's name to X, I wasn't very surprised either.  Maybe I didn't understand the X, I just wasn't surprised that he took over a company and suddenly changed it. He immediately changed his title from CEO to 'chief twit' or chief fool. With African roots, the word Elon means 'spirit' and Musk is a large goat, so "spirit of the large goat." Huh. Azazel, is that you? I don't often think names have too much meaning in this day and age....unless your mom is a witch or your parents are in the upper echelon of society making decisions that we will never know about.  I've just never understood the love of the Musk, because he's just an arrogant rich kid. He reminds me of my most hated fictional character, and absolute bane of my existence, Iron Man. (I know this is irrational. I have no problem with Robert Downey Jr., but Fe-Man is the worst of the worst. He should not be a...

*Uri Geller claims to have a real photo of a female  alien . *The  host  for Miss Hong Kong 2023 was an AI emcee, Evelyn. Evelyn's appearance was generated from photos of the past 50 years of winners combined.  *Covid is evolving in  white-tailed deer.  Hold on a moment. Peppy and I only made it through two episodes of last season's American Horror Story because I don't need to see any sadomasochism with a touch of horror on the side. Although, I am almost CERTAIN that one of the story lines involved viruses in deer. Yep. Just googled it. Actually (according to the website) it was lab created ticks carried by the deer that caused AIDS, just like the lonestar tick and the GMO mosquitoes that have been released. And then this season is supposed to be about genetically modified babies, so you know.  A vaccine that works? Gee wilikers, what a novel idea! Remember all the times we were told "If you get the covid vaccine you will NOT get covid?" Then they tr...

I went to the library because I wanted some books on middle and dark ages art. I used to go to the library once, sometimes twice a week, but I rarely go anymore. It's just kind of disappointing to bring home a stack of books and not be able to mentally latch on to a single one. But as a person who previously knew and enjoyed how to read (and still loves to huff the pages of an old book,) the library is still a comforting spot for me, although I have not been in person in probably six months at least. If there were a book I thought I might be able to read I would just use the libby app or kindle unlimited.  The library is not exactly difficult for me because there is not much over-stimulation there, but alphabetical order is a problem. I don't think I'll ever get used to being a bad speller because this was something that always came so naturally to me. At the food bank when I am re-filing, I am always having to sing the ABC song in my mind when alphabetizing the files.  Som...

*So, uh, this mug shot looks very much like AI. What is wrong with his eyes? I know he hasn't been crying, but his eyes look like he just took a big ol' bong rip. I understand that angles can play a big part in pictures, but his head is usually much more square and flabby. There is no way this was Trump's actual mugshot. Trump was  booked  at 6'3 and 215 pounds. I am 5'7 and there was a time in my life I was 188 pounds. If Trump is 215, I'm a hardcore patriot. I'm not weight shaming anyone, but that's some vanity sizing right there. The last time I saw a picture of him, he was borderline obese. Maybe he's been squirreling away all the Ozempic. *I don't exactly know what is going on here, but it looks like concert attendees holding  cellphones  at a Lana del Ray concert were shot backwards with some sort of heavy unseen push. You'll just have to watch this and see what you think it is.  *Google Earth already updated the satellite pictures of  ...

We started our school year back on Monday, which didn't require much on my part other than choosing what classes the kids are taking. I put Gage in an AP English class, and when he realized how many essays he would be having to type he wanted to argue with me that it was going to take up too much time. Oh, my dear eldest son, all that you have is time. It is my constant prayer that your consciousness will be pricked and that you will use your time and your talents on anyone other than yourself. Because you have so much talent and you have SO MUCH TIME. One thing that frustrates me the most about ::makes large, swirling hand gestures:: whatever this is  is that I also have so much free time, but zero drive to do anything. I think that is why I throw myself into the food bank and happily watch my nephew, because at least these things provide an escape from the endless time that I am unable to fill with things I previously enjoyed. Although I do enjoy both keeping Lincoln and voluntee...

Ok, China.  This is weird. With covid we got the nonstop propaganda footage of hazmat suits and people falling out into the streets, and now they want a media blackout on the Maui damage? Give me a break. This has absolutely nothing to do with cultural sensitivity. There definitely needs to be human decency when it comes to grieving people and cultural customs, but this is different. This is about power and control and censorship.  Supposedly there are still almost 1000 people missing . If this is true I cannot imagine being a family member of a missing person. I would want the media covering this story and getting attention to it, not covering it up. (But I do also want to acknowledge that maybe there is some ancient Hawaiian custom that I don't know. I certainly know they aren't like the Amish and taking pictures is not the issue here.) Just like how we were told all the hospitals were full and the morgues were overflowing (which might be true about the morgues, because how ...

*They walk  among us . There's probably a reason a game of the same name was made popular a few years ago. There really are imposters that walk among us. This is just a reddit post, but it is definitely worth the read. Give it some time to sink in. Just think about it, that's all I ask. And of course, in the same way that I believe filters and face-tune have made us unable to spot a real face from a fake, maybe all the pretend NPC nonsense going on is conditioning us to not be able to tell a human from a nonhuman.  *Russia's Luna 25  spacecraft  smashed into the moon. *X may soon require users to provide government ID for  verification . Harrrrrd pass. *MLB fans can now enter Citizens Bank Park with  facial scanning . *So the new strain of covid is called 'Eris.' Who comes up with these strain names anyway?  Eris  is the goddess of strife and discord. I still have a sneaking suspicion that one of these strains, maybe the goddess of strife herself,...

Oh man, I saw this article for Black Friday (already, ah!) and it said something like, "Get your Xmas Shopping done now!" I think it was trying to convince you to buy now in case of more inflation and potential future climate change lockdowns. Yes, because you can clearly turn back the birthing pains of the earth. Although 'science' probably thinks you can reverse these things. Science is wrong. This is just end of the world prophesy playing out in real time.  X-mas. We say this means "christ-mas," although clearly this was not his birthday. But also, more importantly X usually means 'anti.' This might very well be the key players giving you a little nugget of truth about the origin of Christmas. How you are being deceived into celebrating a false idol on the birthday of Horus, Mithra, Osiris, Krishna, the list can go on. But who's name is not on that list? Yehoshua Hamashia, or, better known in the Western cultures as Jesus Christ.  source This ...

*I was feeling restless outside because my brain wasn't braining, so I listened to this instead of trying to read anything. When you think about all the mercury poisoning and the legends of the "mad hatter," it really does make you wonder if there was more to this fancy hat phenomenon than was let on. We know throughout history that those in charge have gone to all sort of tactics to sedate the masses. What better way to get chemicals into the brain than by seeping them into the head. Same with hair dyes and shampoos.    *Walker Art Center in Minnesota offers an exhibit on how to summon an  empathetic demon  using ancient Babylonian techniques. You also learn how to capture this demon in a vessel, which sounds a little like a genie or a humunculous. Weekend fun for the whole family! *Peruvian authorities believe that the  aliens  that attacked a remote village are actually gold miners wearing jet packs. Well, that theory is interesting enough in itself. *Gu...

I have had the  Apocalypse of Abraham  pdf pulled up on my laptop for a few weeks. Comparing what I know from the scriptures of Isaiah and Revelation, as well as Enoch, and then extra-biblical books such as Jasher and Jubilees, every single one of these books has so many parallels and none of them discredit the other. In fact, they mostly answer questions and give me more filler detail for things that have baffled my mind for most of my life. If anything, these were the stories the ancient Israelites believed. What I find fascinating in all these accounts that scholars claim should not be canon, is that the writers accounts of heaven are 100% the same. These books were written at different times in world history, and they all have the same visions.  I really enjoy the Apocalypse of Abraham. In the OT we all know the story of Abraham going to sacrifice Isaac, but there was so much more to it than that. Isaac was actually in his 30s at this time, and he had actually made a ...

Yesterday I thought I had a 'free day' because it wasn't a Wednesday that I was going to watch my nephew. Since I've been at the food bank a lot more because of our director's surgery, I have basically been taking naps every day when I get home. Owsley had other plans, because the moment he woke up he asked if I would take them to Dave and Busters. 1) They had gift cards, 2) Wednesday is half price day and 3) school is back in session so the place would be virtually empty.  When are we starting school back? Everyone keeps asking me this and not only am I confused with the months, but because the last few weeks my regular routine has been out of whack, I usually don't even know what day it is, because now Tuesdays feels like Thursdays, and so I wake up Wednesday thinking it's Friday. I don't know if that makes sense, but I've always thrived on my routine, so hopefully the director will be back soon, the new office manager will be up to speed, and I ca...

source Remember the Georgia Guidestones? That eerie monument that described in great detail how to cull the world of its population so that we could live in a balanced ecosystem? The stones that were erected by private donor, R.C. Christian or you know,  Rosicrucian . And then one early morning of July 2022, the guidestones were bombed and destroyed. Just as mysteriously as they appeared, they were destroyed.  As soon as the guidestones were destroyed I felt in my gut, "ok, this is it. They wanted to destroy proof of the goal, so now they can begin the plan." Over the last year we've seen so many factory fires, train chemical derailments, flooding and wildfires. One can't help but wonder is this the culling of the population? It feels like because these disasters are constantly being thrown at us all at once, we are quick to forget certain tragedies. Or worse, we even become calloused to them.  I've been reading a lot about Lahaina situation. The fact that they ha...

*King Charles is being called on to release the truth about  UFOs  and to help prepare what that would have a religious impact on the world. He is urged to release the truth on the British  x-files . Bing creator refused to make a picture of Charles welcoming aliens to Buckingham Palace. It said that was a restricted prompt. However, it gave me a Trump looking guy and a Boris Johnson looking guy at the White House instead. It also won't give me Queen Elizabeth waving from a UFO. It says these prompts have been blocked for content warning, and more violations will cause my access to be suspended. How am I supposed to know what is blocked and what isn't? This is some Big Brother stuff, right here. *Harvard physicist claims that humanity will see alien intelligence as  god-like . Yeah, little 'g.'  *Did entities really tell Buzz Aldrin to get off the   moon ? *Large mulch fire continues to burn at  Living Earth  facility in Houston.  * Erectile ...