the end is the beginning

A year ago I was still taking that hour long weekly class on the book of Revelation. I only know this because I remember it was Halloween. I only remember this because my nephew came by and I snuck away from my zoom meeting. I have a picture somewhere.  I ended up ghosting that class. I admit that it is immature for an almost 40 year old woman to do something like that. I have no excuses. I just wasn't on the same page as the direction the class was going, and it was confusing to me because now it is so much harder for me to process information sometimes. Plus, I was also given freedom of my heart and mind from searching out signs concerning Revelation. I do believe we are in the end times, but I no longer have this craving to put puzzle pieces together. My relationship with God is much more important to me than understanding where all the pieces fit. I know where I am going, and no matter what the rest of my life holds in store, like Chester Bennington once said, "in the end,...

Brian's visit was over before we knew it. I guess that happens when your visit is only for two days. He and Peppy went to a Kansas concert Thursday night, and Friday Brian wanted to go for a drive and see everything that has changed in the last eight years since he moved. Then we went up on the mountain and walked some trails, reigniting Owsley's love for climbing on rocks.  Peppy and I decided it might be nice for the two of us to get a cabin on Monte Santo for a couple nights before it gets too cold, although we went to bed last night with the weather in the 70s, and today is going to be drizzly and in the 40s. I hope it creeps back up to give us some normal fall weather for a while, but considering how wild the weather has been the last couple years, we never know what to expect anymore. Just look outside. That's your weather for the moment.  Brian and Peppy would be further back on the trail talking, and Owsley and I could scamper down below in hopes that they wouldn...

Hello there. Here is a document stating that US Special Forces have been utilizing  deepfakes  in an effort to confuse and control us. I know this particular document only states the desire to use deepfakes, but come on, we all know they are already doing it. And this project is open-ended for the next few years, so you might as well not even turn on the news at all. You probably shouldn't have turned it on the last five years. Because it's all fake. The only reason to even turn on the news is so that you can understand the current narrative they are trying to push, but you should always understand that the narrative is not the truth.  They put this out in a non-classified way because they know that people won't even read these documents or even care enough to give it a second thought.  "Technology Areas of Interest: SOF are designed to operate across the continuum of campaigning, crisis, and conflict. SOF ‘operations will occur across all domains to include space an...

The opposite of Wisdom is Folly. We try to brush these off as literary attributes in the bible, but after much prayer and study, I believe these to be two feminine spirits and not just personification in poetry. Proverbs 9 is titled "Warnings against Folly," and it includes this passage:   "A troublemaker and a villain, who goes about with a corrupt mouth, who winks maliciously with his eye, signals with his feet and motions with his fingers , who plots evil with deceit in his heart— he always stirs up conflict." Who signals with their fingers? Freemasons and the occult. Next time you see a prominent figure on tv, try and see if they make any hand signals. Look for it in mega preachers too. The signals are everywhere, and I'm telling you, the people making these signs ARE NOT ignorant to what they are conveying. This is how they directly lay out plans to the world, but because we don't know the code, we just think they are making triangles and 'ok' s...

Could you dumb it down a hair? This bulb ain't the sharpest elevator in the cookie jar. Last night at dinner my father-in-law was telling us about his small group study about anxiety and letting go of things you cannot control. His example was our mortality and trying to give up the fear of death that he said everyone has, to which me and my kids all chime up at the same time that we thought that as believers we didn't have to be scared of death. And then we kind of all added that there is nothing here that we want, and that we actually cannot wait for eternity with our Creator, where everything is perfect and there is no sadness and evil. Ok, maybe our thoughts were not so coherent since we all kind of spoke over one another. But he was clearly confounded that we were definitely not on the same page as him. Later on it was just me and him talking, and he was reminiscing about his Navy days and began telling me about this man, Buddy, that knew exactly which buttons to press to ...

*Scientists discover landscape frozen in time under the ice in  Antartica . *Satellite images show hundreds of long-lost  Roman forts , challenging the current narrative. *As the  Amazon  experiences drought, ancient human faces are found carved in the riverbed. *A chunk of the  moon  appears to be orbiting earth. *Webb telescope spots never before feature in  Jupiter's  atmosphere.  * NASA is having a hard time opening its asteroid canister that returned to earth last month. *Hurricane  Otis  hits Mexico. *Just throwing this out there, anyone else have the odd feeling that America is about to be invaded from the inside?  It is clear that the timing of the nation wide text on 10/4 was no coincidence. (I also heard bitcoin is going to be destroyed soon, but I don't know the legitimacy in that one. The war on the inside thought seems to carry some validity.) 1 in 4 Americans believe  political violence  is justified i...

I am most alive in the fall weather, when breathing outside comes a little more naturally and you can bust out all the chunky sweaters. I can step outside and just the feel of the morning brisk air wakes up a part of me that seems to only come alive during autumn. I wish that the weather could be like this all year long.  Does humpday even mean anything when every day feels the same to you? Not really, but it gives life a little more structure, and I try to add that to my life wherever possible. Without structure I might just float away because there would be nothing to tether me to time and this reality. I think that might be why I grab onto anything (like the feel of the autumn-time weather) to remind me that I am on earth. Something I don't often think about is the amount of people who are actively driving and filming themselves at the same time. I guess because I don't participate in social media (other than reddit lurking) I don't even think about the unfathomable idea...

*The US State Department issued a  worldwide travel alert . *More commercial pilots than ever are reporting  UFO  sightings. *Mysterious  'mermaid globster'  washes up on the show of New Guinea and no one knows what it is. *Earth's  core  seems to be leaking. *I know how much everyone likes me to ruin the pagan holy days for them. So go ahead and celebrate  Samhaim . Please refrain from sacrificing your firstborn. How cute that my mom dressed me and Jonathan the same and she didn't even know! clown=demon You know what, Halloween used to be my favorite holiday, mostly because us theater kids love wearing costumes. I would stock up on clearance costumes at Dirt Cheap for the kids to play in, and I had so much fun making Owsley wasp and black widow costumes, but now, I just cannot. And I don't miss it either. Plus, now that I know what I know I don't even want to actively participate in this. Candy doesn't even taste like it used to either and chocol...

(I am copying and pasting this directly from  reddit  because after I read it I wanted to share it with everyone I know.) Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep His commandments: for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil. (Ecc 12:13-14)  The fear of YHWH is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way. (Prov 8:13)  We should seek to be disciplined, improve ourselves, and have self-respect, all while hating pride. Pride is subtle, multifaceted and more than simply being arrogant. To desire respect from other people and care about what they say or think of us is to have pride.  Only by pride comes contention. (Prov 13:10)  Any time we feel bitterness inside, this is a signal that we have pride. To destroy pride we need to spend a lot of time in isolation, meditating on how truly worthless and self-destructive it is to...

My fellow Americans, I interrupt your day to ask you...what is going on with Joe Biden's chin? Calling all dragons! Calling all dragons! We have a code red on Pres. Reptilian Biden's mask. And while I'm at it, that guy peering from behind the door is just a tad bit creepy. One eye symbolism? Yes. Everything shown has a reason. what is going on with Biden's chin? by u/TallTree9127 in conspiracy Gator golf, give it a whack. Gator golf, the ball comes right back. Gator golf, there's nothing greater than playing a game of golf with Joe's goiter. Ok, maybe not technically his goiter, but it makes for a nice jingle.  What is the point of golf anyway? No really. What is the point? Of all the sports, golf is one that I really just don't understand the allure of.  Yesterday I read Kyle Odom's  manifesto . He is a former Marine with a degree in Biotechnology and a high GPA who ended up shooting a preacher who he believed was a reptilian. He had a normal li...

Ho Ho Ho! Merry Reset and a Happy New World Order! * Letter written in 1871, by 33 degree Freemason Albert Pike, reveals the Illuminati plan for World War 3.  *The crest of Abraxas (the great negative Archon ) looks similar to the eagle on the dollar bill.  I believe Abraxas is just another form of Baphomet. Also eerily similar to Starbucks. As much as is already out in the open, I often wonder just how many occult things are right in our faces and we are completely ignorant to. Or how many words have had meanings changed and we are clueless to the fact that we are chanting out some demon's name. These are the things I think about.  *Tiny gold foil  figures  are found buried under a temple in Norway. *AI reads text from an ancient Herculaneum  scroll  for the first time.  *Third strong  earthquake  within a week hits Afghanistan.  *Research shows that most  sleepers  will respond to verbal stimuli when sleeping. My mom us...

If you ever wonder how this thought echo chamber was created, just look at the two pictures below and it'll put things into perspective for you. Screenshots taken from  TruthUnedited . This doesn't include the number of children (and babies) who also have their own devices. This percentage also doesn't include the amount of devices each individual owns. How many hours a day do you spend staring at one of these screens? How many hours a day do you spend with the people you care about? In less than 80 years look how far we've fallen, although society would try and tell you we have evolved. It is even worse today, because instead of staring at a show or movie, most people are staring at themselves. Constantly setting up and recording themselves. You are the star! Vanity of vanities. All is vanity.  Tick.....tock..... Tick.....tock..... None of this has anything to do with you as an individual, but it has everything to do with the hive mind. Break away from that tv set that...

Here is your regular reminder that the rapture is not real and is not about to happen, and if you are still so prideful as to think you will be whisked away from sorrow and tribulation while the rest of the world is currently groaning and crying out, you are extremely delusional. You can be spared from wrath, but there's none of this hidden rapture nonsense. Here is also your reminder to eat the cake* straight from the box first thing in the morning, because we are all going to die. Then maybe eat an orange or a banana, because you probably aren't going to die right this moment. *You never know when it might be your last chance to ever eat a piece of cake. Cheers!  (And I mean that. Stop worrying about the stuff that is trivial or irrelevant and get your life in order. Make amends with those you love, live peaceably with those around you, and spread your light in a dark world. Walk in the light. A little flame brightens a pitch black room.) The rapture might not be coming, but ...

Remember, we only see what they want us to see. Everything is manipulated and skewed to fit a particular narrative. I was looking at r/worldnews and there seems to have been a lot of direct hate crimes against Israeli people in the last 24 hours, but how much is still hidden from us? What is cropped just out of the shot?  And please don't think I'm denying the atrocities that are happening in Israel right now. These events are really happening, but even reality can be molded to look like something else entirely. Think about how the footage and personal narratives in a reality show are often set up with specific angles to push a particular story-line. Just like with Ukraine and Russia there are victims everywhere you look. It is not all black and white, good versus bad. It is the billions of us versus the tiny percentage of them. Almost everyone is a victim here. I talk about media and the entertainment industry and how it has intentionally brainwashed us since we were born. I c...

Every time I open google on my phone it knows what piques my interest. "Ancient Golden Bidet Dated From Neanderthal Times!" "Scientists Discover Alien Space Eggs That Are Not From This Timeline!" I'm sure all these stories will add up to something big eventually, but for the time being, I see many of those headlines and think, "Ok, so, see, it really is all a lie. Every bit of it." And then I move on, because I can dwell on those alien space eggs for a little too long. I do want to know the answers to so many things, but on the flip side, I have learned so much about things that I had never given a single thought to before. Unfortunately I cannot for the life of me think of an example right now. Peppy and I met up with his cousin and her new boyfriend Sunday night to see Band of Horses. This is the only picture from the show, not even featuring Theresa's new dude. The only time I got out my phone was to text Owsley when the show was over, which was...