the end is the beginning

Anyone that still can't see this is all about control, well I don't know what to tell you. *Alaska experienced it's biggest  earthquake   in 60 years on Wednesday night.  *Med schools are now denying  biological sex . Students are policing the professors. It's bad enough that you can record anything you want from your phone, but what about when Facebook releases their  Smart Glasses   that record everything you see? Privacy has become a scarce commodity.  *Speaking of Facebook, Mark Zuckerberg launches  Church of Facebook , where users can connect with 'digital God.' Uh, no. Run away fast. Look into Zuckerberg's eyes and tell me he's still a human. That does not look like the same person who created Facebook. And I'm not talking about aging either. There's something nonhuman about him. *In flight tensions are at an  all time high .  *Congress want to make supplements  prescription only . This is huge, and terrible. I know a lot abou...

"I feel like something in the earth and humanity has shifted. Something palpable that I can actually feel in the air. A switch has been flipped and it cannot be undone. Something was set into motion." March 7, 2020 (excerpt from my real journal) I can feel energy shifts. I can read a room. I can sense emotions without a person even having to verbalize anything. There are many of us that can do this. I have a handful of good friends who are also "feelers." Even in the worst of my long haul symptoms, I could still always feel the energy of the volunteers when I walked into the food bank or the grocery store. Sometimes it energized me, other times it zapped me of everything I had. Sometimes it feels like I even take on some of that energy, like I am a magnet.  I couldn't sleep Wednesday night. I never have trouble sleeping. My mind wasn't racing either, and I hadn't had any caffeine, but I felt this buzzing that I just couldn't shake. I finally went to ...

 a sculpture of myself, the black sheep of life Did you hear that the Department of Justice announced that  vaccine mandates  for businesses, educational institutions, and other entities are now legal? I guess we can only wait and see how many companies, universities, etc will make this mandatory for employment and entrance. Carnegie Hall announced that only the fully vaccinated will be admitted. I like how the government is leaving it up to the individual corporations, so they can have a scapegoat. "We didn't mandate this, x particular business did.' And let me get this straight...vaccinated people are now MORE susceptible to the new strain of covid, Pfizer recommends a   third booster   dose of the experimental gene therapy, and the lambda variant might be  resistant to vaccines.   Confused yet?  I guess the only thing to do would be to close everything down again, and muzzle us again, with masks that are virtually useless unless you are wearing...

Who wants a hug from an unvaccinated person?? This is my favorite coffee cup at the moment. My mom gave it to me on my birthday, and I love it because it it enormous. When my coffee maker tells me it makes 12 cups of coffee, it's really making only 3. My brain is finally coming back. ::knock on wood:: I think it's maybe back to around 80% now. It feels like catching that cold from Owsley reset something in my brain. I feel more connected to myself and a little smarter than I have in the past seven months. My short term memory is getting better, and I can actually recall a string of three of four words or numbers, when I definitely could not do that last month. I was thrilled when I could remember the password for the accounting computer at the food bank. However, there are still some times when I can't remember what temperature and time setting to cook foods that I've been cooking for years. Or I don't remember rules to games that Owsley and I play regularly. Or I w...

I don't speak French, but I put the  article  into  Google translate and this is what it said: "Hospitals will therefore be officially reserved for the vaccinated. Unless there is a medical emergency, an unvaccinated person will no longer have access to the hospital and will have to, unless they can prove a major medical contraindication, agree to be vaccinated in order to benefit from scheduled care. This liberticidal provision, which we noted very early on (rejoicing in its effect on the scandalous monopoly of health insurance), faltered for a while yesterday, when a majority of deputies abolished it by amendment. Finally, Olivier Véran, as we indicate in the Tweet capture above, requested a second deliberation on this point, and obtained the reinstatement of the measure. You will therefore need to be vaccinated from August 1, 2021 to access the hospital. This measure, which breaks the 1945 "pact" on access to healthcare, is from our point of view an opportunity to...

I wouldn't usually put two of these post in a row, but I've got lots and lots of links for you to check out, and nothing exciting about my life to update you on. Opening ceremony for the Olympics. It's blatant. The symbolism is shoved in our faces and if you see you literally cannot unsee. Every day is one step closer to the NWO, and things are moving much faster than I had imagined.  *I've known the  truth about birth certificates   for a while now, but if you don't know how you unknowingly became a slave when your parents signed your birth certificate, here's your bitter pill for today.  *A man uses AI to 'bring back' his  dead fiance.   This is actually the plot of a Black Mirror episode. It didn't end well.  *The  Pfizer manufacturing and supply agreement   was leaked. You might want to check this one out before it gets scrubbed. They readily admit they are clueless about what it does or what it's effects might be.   *Mysterious...

*'Doomsday Plane' made a highly unusual visit to a  secretive test range airport.   Wonder if this has anything to do with the  strange object  that entered our atmosphere last week. I don't know about where you live, but it's been cloudy and foggy or rainy most days where I live. Almost like someone doesn't want you to see the sky.  *For the mega-rich,  flights to space   will become a reality this fall.  *Lots of protests against lockdowns and passports happened all over the world yesterday- Sydney, Helsinki, Milan, London and France just to name a few. The Australian leaders unleash a strike force to  hunt down   protestors.  *Have you noticed that the bribes are starting to end? The shaming and mandate phase has begun. The media is shifting tactics now. The NFL may force teams to  forfeit   due to unvaccinated players. 'Experts' on CNN say we should segregate the unvaccinated and  make them pay for tests every day...

It was a dark and stormy night. The wind was wildly whipping through the trees as the rain came down in sheets. Err...scratch that. It was a normal night. Peppy was ubering and I had been in a deep sleep for over an hour when I was suddenly awakened to this massive crashing. In my drunken sleep stupor, it sounded like someone had broken in through the laundry room window. Fortunately for me and my current fearless phase, I jumped out of bed ready to protect my family and face the intruder head on. I think I've been watching too much Marvel with the kids.  Thankfully it was not an intruder, and I didn't have to defend my family with my bare hands. Unfortunately our built in shelves had come crashing down. I think the top one (that you can still see dangling in this picture, pulled loose from the wall, causing that stuff to slide off onto the shelf below, which caused it to completely pull from the wall. Everything broke. There was glass and potting soil everywhere.  I am includ...

Nobody wants to hear my THE END IS NEAR posts. No one likes a fear-mongerer, especially a philosophical one. But really, bear with me here. Every single day, every single moment, is one step closer to the return of Christ. The world is changing so quickly lately and everything is upside down. People become offended if you don't use their correct pronouns, and you are allowed to be whatever creation you want. Gender has become fluid and transhumanism is the future. It reminds me a little bit of the serpent in Eden, "you will be as gods."  I guess I just have a hard time understanding why people get offended about everything. I mean, it is in the scriptures. I just don't understand how it happens. Why does it matter what anyone else thinks or says about you? If it's a lie, why let it bother you? And if it is the truth, why does it bother you? Pride, I'm assuming.  "At that time many will be offended and will betray and hate each other.....because of the inc...

Peppy ordered us a new coffee maker. Our last one was literally dying. I had to stand beside it for 10 minutes and press 'start' every 30 seconds because it would shut itself off. Now I feel like a lady of luxury, because my coffee is already ready for me when my body decides to wake up at 5:30. He also ordered a new coffee grinder that grinds itself!   Modern technology. It's killing us, but it can also be pretty dang convenient.  Owsley and I went to Six Flags again on Wednesday. Maybe they get busier on the weekends, but if week days are any indicator of how much revenue they are bringing in, they might not be able to stay open for too much longer. Plus, I think a majority of the people there are passholders because most people I see have the  annual refillable mugs. When we got on Batman we were legitimately the only two people. It got slightly busier as the day went on, but Six Flags will never be back to what it was when I was a kid. Maybe some of the other loc...

I posted about the  Cyber Polygon simulation event   last month. July 9th the event was hosted to simulate global and internal power outages. As of 1 pm central time, these websites have been down today: You can find more information about the outages  here . The McAfee dead man's switch was actually supposed to be released today, but big surprise, that website went down as well. I don't know where I stand on the whole McAfee issue, but I will admit the timing is very strange. Although nothing is really strange to me at all anymore. I don't know what is next, but everything does seem to be going along right on their schedule. 

  This might not be everyone's humor, but my brother sent this to me and it made me literally laugh out loud. Isn't it kind of amusing that during this 'worldwide pandemic' where millions are affected, rich dudes Jeff Bezos and Richard Branson find the time to float around in space?  *China is currently having their worst flooding in   a thousand years  and Germany is also experiencing catastrophic  floods , while Oregon's private wells are  running dry.   *This was an interesting read on the potential of purposeful  natural catastrophe 'stacking.' *Restaurants in Athens, Greece are only taking  vaccinated patrons , but on the opposite side of the spectrum, Eric Clapton will cancel all shows that  require proof of vaccination. *This was a good article on the possibility and explanation of  Project Bluebeam. *Think covid is over? Bwahahahahah. Bill Gates and George Soros have just joined the buyout of the  UK Covid testing compa...

I don't know if all this is natural (due to our abuse of the earth) or weather manipulation, or perhaps a combination of both. Yesterday I took the kids to the library and then we were going to go to Goodwill. Our local store has a great game and book section. There wasn't supposed to be any rain for the next couple of hours, but right as I pulled into Goodwill a flash flood came up. Within ten minutes there was about four inches of standing rain. I was supposed to go to the grocery store next, but I texted Peppy and said we were coming home. Not only that, but something was making Owsley go a little crazy. He was acting like I had hooked him up to an IV of cocaine. At first I thought maybe I was the one being irrational, but later at home Gage even asked me what the deal with Owsley was. Electricity can affect moods, and I'm assuming something in the air was making Owsley act so irrationally. Once we were back home, where it wasn't raining, he was fine. I don't kno...

This a weird one. I'll try to make it as coherent as possible. I have only had a reddit account for a couple of years, but every few months someone would bring up this old user comment from seven years ago. It was posted on an AskReddit thread titled "Alien abductees of reddit or people who have claimed to have see a UFO, what's your story?" And this person u/throwaylien posted on a throw away account saying they were afraid to use their real account and talked about being regularly taken up by aliens since 1987 when he was 12. He claimed aliens would come to earth on July 18, 2021. He went into lots of details,saying the alien he interacted with most were Gina and Jack. (Their real names were unpronounceable to humans.) He said aliens prefer bluegrass, but absolutely hate any music with horns. Which is interesting, because fallen angels are probably pretty terrified of a trumpet. This person didn't post again at all for seven years, and then suddenly reappears tw...

My dad loved listening to Paul Harvey. No matter what radio station we happened to be listening to, we knew when 'The Rest of the Story' was about to come on, he would change the channel and listen. None of us really cared. It was only like 15 minutes long, and he usually talked about interesting little known facts. In 1965 he broadcast "If I were the devil," and even though it was written 55 years ago, it's sounding more prophetic by the day...... "If I were the prince of darkness, I would want to engulf the whole world in darkness. I’d have a third of its real estate and four-fifths of its population, but I would not be happy until I had seized the ripest apple on the tree — thee. So, I would set about however necessary to take over the United States. I’d subvert the churches first, and I would begin with a campaign of whispers. With the wisdom of a serpent, I would whisper to you as I whispered to Eve: ‘Do as you please.’ To the young, I would whisper that...

  source So, the World Health Organization is basically shouting from the rooftops that transhumanism is coming up soon. They want to change us into something we were not meant to be. Do you know who funds the WHO? Mostly 'private donations from philanthropists,' which equals the top 1% who don't care about us, and of course, the Bill and Melinda Gates foundation. Big surprise there.  "But as the days of Noah, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be." -Matthew 24:37 Ya'll know I believe something evil has been tampering with human genetics since the beginning. I imagine it is Lucifer, who is jealous of God, and since he cannot create on his own, he instead manipulates natural creation. The bible doesn't tell us too much about the evil going on before the flood, but extra biblical texts like the book of Enoch and the book of Jasher do. I have prayerfully read both and do have the inclination to believe that the Lord had to wipe out virtually everythin...

I hope that when the world comes to an end I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to. -Donnie Darko So we are definitely headed towards that one world government. It's obvious by now, and those that cannot see it need to desperately wake up before it's too late. I think probably the NWO is already happening behind the scenes and we chattle just don't know it yet. It's coming. And it's going to catch so many off guard. I pray that whoever reads this has the eyes to see past the veil.  But it can be SO hard unless you completely unplug from the matrix. Psychological warfare is going on strong. The powers we are up against are not ignorant. Here's a passage from Revelations about the end times and mystery Babylon: "With such violence the great city of  Babylon will be thrown down, never to be found again.....The light of the lamp will never shine in you again. The voice of the bridegroom and bride will never be heard in y...

The past few days our internet has been cutting in and out, which considering Peppy is working from home now is not good at all. I think maybe the telephone company got it fixed yesterday. Hopefully. There aren't many options living so rurally, but they did say fiber internet should be available before the end of the year, so we'll see. I've had these links piling up in my inbox, so I might as well go ahead and post them because some of them are almost a week old. Nothing too exciting has been going on this week. My mom and I took the boys and Gage's best friend to Dave and Busters Monday morning and the place was dead. I know that made my mom feel more comfortable. The kids ran off to play games and so I bought me and my mom a card to share and we had a lot of fun together. Our extra living room is finally getting used as the oculus room, because we can push the coffee table back and the kids can flail around without knocking anything over. Every once in a while I hear...

I love the library. I have fond memories of the tiny chairs and summer programs and browsing the shelves for hours. I was even an aide in the library for one of my credits in high school. Some slower days when the librarian was at meetings, I would sit in the stacks and read. I think reading is great and everyone should try and read a little more when they can. It helps you grow empathy and a greater understanding of different cultures and the world around you.  Huffing the smell of old books is joy of mine.  I will always be an advocate for reading.  On Saturday the Redbridge Central library in London hosted a performance held by the Mandiga Arts carnival group. The event was held as part of their Summer Reading Challenge, partnering with the World Wildlife Fund for a nature themed challenge that will "inspire you to stand up for the planet."  I'm not going to include a picture in this post because it's NSFW, and really mostly because I'm going to let YOU decide ...

I don't know what kind of cake I made. Something from Terraria.  If you understand the reference on Gage's shirt we are instant friends.  Gage's birthday was nice. He wanted Ihop for breakfast, but it became more like lunch. And then everyone  came over for cake in the afternoon. The Oculus was definitely the hit, and as I'm typing this I'm actually watching Gage on the other side of the couch riding a rollercoaster on VR. I think we are going to end the evening streaming some Marvel movie of Gage's choosing. My brother and sister-in-law have recently gotten the kids into Marvel. That's a whole other realm that I know nothing about. There's a good chance that I might fall asleep on the couch shortly after the movie begins. I'll give it everything in me, but this couch makes me lose control of my consciousness. Even Peppy sometimes falls asleep on the couch after I've gone to bed, and sleeps there until I wake up at 5 am. This couch has seductive ...

Today is Gage's 14th birthday. He's still sleeping now. It really doesn't seem possible.  Fourteen years, bleep, bloop, poof. Gone.  Man, throughout the years we really threw Gage some banging parties. No matter what his current obsession was, I'd stay up all night long and decorate the dining room to become party central. We also kind of lived in a central location to both sides of the family, so we would have these massive parties of 40 family members. It was great and at the time I loved it, but let me tell you, there is something to be said about less is more. Even if I did basically make everything for all of Gage and Owsley's old parties from the DollarTree. It does feel pretty good that they are older now and don't even care about crazy decorations and themes.  Some of you have been around long enough to remember some of the ghosts of Gage's obsession's past, like the mining party, his Egyptian phase, and the police obsession that seemed like it w...